I just felt like posting some of my poems here. So, enjoy or something! :3
Madness
I don't know what to do
with this madness
inside of me.
Maybe I could run away,
or perhaps welcome it
with a smile?
Is it something to hold on to?
Or like a tumor,
slowly taking my life?
I don't know... not anymore.
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Music
The music...
captures my heart.
It has followed me
my entire life.
Like a companon,
for ever.
The drums...
are like my heartbeats.
It's helped me live,
from the beginning.
Like a friend,
a supporter.
The gitars...
it's strings played so beautifully.
My own background music,
life long.
Like a melody,
just for me.
The bass...
Provides pace and rhythm.
Like right and wrong,
my choice.
My own, my choice,
my destiny.
The song...
Sung so perfect.
Like feelings from above,
like life.
It's my heart, my dream.
My love.
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Slowly
Slowly, I'm drifting away.
Into nothingness.
This wicked feeling,
is driving me to madness.
Slowly drifting further.
Into forever.
It might be stupid,
but it makes me feel better.
Slowly dissapearing.
Like always.
But nobody really cares,
anyways...
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My thirteen tears.
My first tear
falls for you.
Cause youre the one
that I love the most.
My second tear
falls for my friends.
They actually cared for me
most of the time.
My third tear
falls for my family.
Those who loved me
no matter what.
My fourth tear,
falls for the dead once.
Those that I love and miss.
Those that will never come back.
My fifth tear
falls for this world.
Its beautiful but cruel,
always and forever?
My sixth tear
falls for all the heroes.
All of those men and women
that its worth remembering.
My seventh tear
falls for all of the poor ones.
Will there never be justice
for us and for them?
My eighth tear
falls for all the richest.
Are the most of them really
mean and selfish?
My ninth tear
falls for the pain,
that we all have to feel
every once in a while.
My tenth tear
falls for the smiles.
Those happy things
that Ill probably never see again.
My eleventh tear
falls for all of my fear.
My fear of losing somebody
and of being lost.
My twelfth tear
falls for my time.
Cause I dont know
how long it will last anymore.
My thirteenth tear
slowly falls for my life.
Cause I know now, that Ive taken it.
Its over.
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Not anymore
I am sorry.
For everything I may,
or may not,
have caused you.
I am tired.
Of all the fighting,
screaming,
all the hate.
I am leaving.
I will not do this,
to you,
no, not anymore.
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His heart, his eyes, his soul...
His heart,
a simple hole.
There's nothing there,
it's all empty.
His eyes,
with no feeling.
Screaming in pain,
anger and hate.
His soul,
soon gone.
Never to be found.
He's dead.
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Only
If I could dream
whatever I wished to dream
I'd dream I would always be with you.
If I could sing
every single feeling of mine
The lyrics would start with love and end with your name.
If I could die
wherever and however I wished
it would be in your arms, looking into your eyes.
Only because I love you...
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So, what do you think? ^__^
