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I just wanna go out on my own f*cking terms, knowing it was me that put me in the dirt and with the worms Monster, by Boondox

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Am I worth it? May 11 2009, 08:41 AM
You probably read about me falling for a girl but I don't think I'm anywhere near deserving, she stole my heart but I'm still self harming even know I know like 120 ways an more to stop. I've become addicted and today a social worker came to my house and I had to read about what I did, the reports from my suicide attempts and the cutting and burning, thank god they dont know about the smoking.

I have a bottle of vodka in my room and I can't stop drinking unless I'm drunk, I can't stand being sober and I have GCSE's now. I feel worthless and so undeserving life. I want to end it soon and right now I don't know what the hell to do.

Im near the end and want to end it....... I need help.

Please help? @_@

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May 11 2009, 01:06 PM
what are you thinking? you have the whole life ahead of you are your throwing it away. think what your mum and dad will feel if you comit suiside. everyone has tough time and some days it would be just easyer to end your life and thats the same with everyone but you are strong enough to get through his im shore. (soz about the spelling iv got dislexia)
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xXxChrisJWxXx
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May 11 2009, 01:36 PM
dont worry about your spelling, mines awful they were upset when i took an overdose at school but i think they wouldnt miss me after a few days, I cut myy foot fifty times tonight and I doubt they'll notice, I dunno if i deserve this life im wasting......
Emo Pictures - xXeMoRaCeRXx
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May 12 2009, 04:00 AM
Of course your worth it and I'm sure people care for you including myself.
Emo Pictures - xXxChrisJWxXx
xXxChrisJWxXx
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May 12 2009, 06:32 AM
Thanks Mat an I guess you're right, just dunno how to deal with things =[ sowwy
May 12 2009, 10:11 AM
take up boxing or some other phisical sport take your anger out on sport it works for me..x
Emo Pictures - xXxChrisJWxXx
xXxChrisJWxXx
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May 12 2009, 10:30 AM
im a weaklin hun
May 12 2009, 01:13 PM
sme we should start 2gether lol i can punch or slap lol
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xXxChrisJWxXx
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May 15 2009, 01:21 PM
lol, I just destroyed my room instead :-x
May 16 2009, 10:33 AM
my friend does that she getts her hockey stick n spaches her walls in lol shes self harm to iv tryed to stop her but when she gets stressed she just cant help it. but last night i tryed to peirse my own ear n i was expecting it to kill but it was ok after a while lol (random) xx
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xXxChrisJWxXx
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May 16 2009, 01:19 PM
lol i tried to do my lip :O couldnt go right through lol x
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Scared-Ust
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Jul 05 2009, 06:12 PM
when i was 18,i been into drug addict because my family problem.now im 22,i feel regret for what i did in the past.think before u do somethings big in the future.u gotta talk with someone u close..
Emo Pictures - xXxChrisJWxXx
xXxChrisJWxXx
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Jul 06 2009, 08:31 AM
I just overdose and cut it's nothing to me now, I only regret the scars but I will always have more and they may fade so... Im used to all this now.
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Pagan
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Jul 09 2009, 10:55 AM
ahhh baby your deffinatly worth it and deservin.......
Jul 14 2009, 04:13 AM
Well, you can start by not being a fucking idiot. There are numerous solutions in handling your problems. And cutting yourself and trying to kill yourself is not one of them. You have your whole life infront of you, don't throw it away because of some minor issue.
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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Jul 14 2009, 04:43 AM
w/e
CHRIS_POPCORE
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Jul 24 2009, 07:31 PM
shit maaaaan, bottle of vodka sounds like invitation... you rly need my company... to get drunk together. xD yeah, get drunk, get stoned, don't stop grindin'
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Scared-Ust
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Aug 07 2009, 11:34 PM
yeaaahhh,i agree with u chriz.i love drunk.drinks alcohol than cutting myself.
DoctorHappyPHD
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Aug 08 2009, 03:04 AM
Drinking and doing drugs fucks up your body worse than cutting and burning yourself does. it also destroys brain cells which you are in great demand for. I cannot believe these words leave my mouth but...stay with self harm and emo bullcrap but if you want to really get better just go cold-turkey and grow a pair.
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CyanideCinderella
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Aug 10 2009, 03:46 AM
I know how you feel. And im sure that a few members here know exactly how you feel. Ive been cutting myself for 2 years now and i cant stop. But the thing is we cut because of something that has happened to make us sad and/or extremely angry right, well some one gave me a good piece of advice that ive never forgotten: No one is worth your blood. I cant sit there and tell you not to cut because i would be a major hypercrite and it wouldnt make a difference because if you want to do it you will. Drinking. Drinking is good. but slow down because its not going to solve anything. Ive tried to kill myslef 11 times now and it doesnt get me anywhere. You've obvisiously tried suicide and your still alive, which shows its not your time to go.
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Aug 10 2009, 04:16 PM
It's none of your times to go. I could mention a whole load of clichés, but I'm sure you have heard them all before like "self-harm/suicide is not the answer", and "your too young to die", etc. Just help each other out.

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