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I tried to be someone else, but nothing seems to change. I know now this is who i really am inside. Kill, by 30 seconds to mars

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CHRIS_POPCORE
Posts: 89
confession... I've never spoken. And never will... Jun 08 2009, 06:56 PM
ppl keep on sayin' dat I'm a robot, I'm a doll without feelings, without heart, without soul. WTF should I do? I've lost almost everyone, and it doesn't make sense. I just don't give a fuck, and stay alone. And it could be ok, but I want myself back sometimes. But it feels like everythin' good within me has died. And I remember when it all started. When my father was dying from a cancer, such a big swelling like a second head on a side of a face, such an ugly bleedin' swelling, it was like nightmare that u can't imagine. Literally breathin' smell of death and rotting flesh for months... and no one was with my family to support us. I've realized that troubles and pain of almost everyone is just self-made shit. And I've lost any respect to everybody. Ppl just talk shit about troubles like broke ups, about relationships, friendship... and such unimportant crap... makin' it such important for 'em... and don't even think what can happen... somethin' more, somethin' really painful... I had to be strong enough to support my mom and dad. Now my father is dead, and I just stay strong , and keep on hurtin' people just coz of my contempt for 'em... for everyone... for their weakness... Man is dead, when his faith is dead. And I'm rotting... or maybe already dead, so there is no way back now. Maybe it's all my fault...

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Emo Pictures - xXeMoRaCeRXx
xXeMoRaCeRXx
Posts: 18262
Jun 09 2009, 04:45 PM
Sorry to hear about your loss. I agree some people's problems may sound a bit petty in comparison, which would probably anger me. However, setbacks are a setup for a comeback, a new way of doing the things you have always done...
CupCake_
Posts: 11
Jun 14 2009, 01:13 PM
Im sorry for your loss.. i cant possible imagine how you feel. My social life is a load of shit but i just say F*ck everyone. *F*ck the people that try and get into my buisness *F*ck the people that try and delibratly hurt me because they havnt got a clue what im going through. *F*ck the people that put things in my head and give me nasty comments that make me want to kill myself because in the end ill always be better than them. *F*ck the rules because no one else plays by them and when u do play by the rules you get stepped on. *F*ck the people try and bring me down because nothing they can say would make me feel worse about myself. *F*ck my so called friends because later on in life THEY wont be the ones trodding along behind me picking up the broken peices.. i will and if ANYONE ever thinks that im not good enough to do something ill prove them wrong. Stay strong chris because life is too short. Laugh at any chance, Cry when needed and try to smile even when things are falling apart around you. Look for people that would try and help you and not just people that would offer sympathy. I admit some advice isnt great but its only up to you to do what you want so DONT waste your life.. its to precious even thought it dosnt feel that way now i think you would make someone very happy :) Keep smiling Chris, Ill always be here and try to give the best advice i can. I just wish i would take my own advice sometimes lol x Life is too short
Emo Pictures - DrxxAcula
DrxxAcula
Posts: 1
Jan 08 2010, 03:29 PM
Well, no matter what people say about you because of the way you act, it doesnt matter. I know that what you'v gone through is something tough that you cant just get over easily, but no matter how a situation is, you cant let it take over your life no matter how bad it may seem. im pretty sure anybody who cares about you would say the same thing. im not saying to just forget things and keep going, but to just accept and and try to move on, and gain ur life back. theres no use sulking over something that wont get better. but, in the meantime, i realli that you figure things out and everything becomes better for you ~Alli
Emo Pictures - Nick-Aotmzgin
Nick-Aotmzgin
Posts: 1006
Jan 10 2010, 04:22 AM
misery and suffering self pointless criticizem ... because a passed loved one and its justifeid but you need to be strong and sit and think and relax... how you gonna solve this painful memory and thoughs without hurting yourself or criticizeing yourself! be peaceful! and i hope things will turn up good! cherry and cheers! ^^

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