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The monstrous pains I feel inside, has my soul in divide, Once maybe my soul did glide, but now my feelings I just hide, I don't know how much longer I can survive, everyone around me just seems to connive, How is it that I have been left alive? What the hell? Why is it God choses me to survive? When surrounded I feel so unalive, I just feel in an eternal dive, For my life I shall not strive, Am I reaching my eternal demise? Can no one see my pain inside? Am I the only one using my eyes? My whole life I seem to have been ill advised, my end shall come as no surprise, Is death lurking behind in disguise? Am I really ready to say my goodbyes? Why does no one hear my cries? My heart just feels so despised, as if there is no love left inside, it's as if my soul has died, But with all my pain aside, I have to try to live and abide, I have to live with feelings denied, Is it that something was misimplied, or did I just miss something spread worldwide? If only I had the strength to run and hide, or to feel like I've never cried, or that somehow no one had lied, And yet I still stand outside, never shall friendship and I collide, This is not what I decide, I take but another stride, You see there was once love inside, but now people just try to ride, I just let it slide, leave them connive, But it just hurts inside, love denied,my soul divide, can no longer provide, washed away with the tide,