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vanityfair
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Rip sis Jan 27 2010, 12:23 AM

wow i really dont know how to put this sigh* but it helps to talk bout it! i recently lost my baby sister to a car crash! she was ony 18.i miss her soooo much,she was my best friend,for a while i didnt want to do anything,it was like i was frozen, and my heart couldnt take the pain of missing her!i had shut out everybody friends and family! i didnt want to go on.. i just wanted to be with her!then i realised she wouldnt want that, she would want me to move on and not stop my life... but its soo hard i shared a room with her her things are still here! everythin reminds me of her and the pain of her not being here is terrible!sometimes i would just sit on her bed and cry! :( im doing ok recently,i'm getting better each day! i wrote this forum to share i guess and wondered has anyone gone through this pain of losing someone so close?.. its soo hard to keep going when all you wanna do is break down! i miss you emma and i will always you one day ill be with you again xxxxxxxxxxxxx rip steph