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i remember looking in your eyes nothing could beat that, nothing can now but as time went by you felt stronger for someone else i was pushed aside more and more untill you told me how you felt and hoped i would understand it took so long for me to get the hints darling i appolagise for that but what do i do now what do i say did i do something wrong? days i spend crying and searching for the mistake i made i wept and wept i did hard i made such an effort now i feel i did all i could have done i want to let you go like you did to me but i can't darling my feelings are too deep i punch holes in my wall hoping it would release the pain you put me through but punching the wall hurts me it breaks my knuckles but it does not hurt as much as my heart as soon as my fist hit the wall i colapsed to the ground and burst into tears all i want to ask you is why hun why? i know i wasn't the best but you said me and you forever baby why did it change your new girl doesn't respect you as much as i do she abuses you i can see you cry but you swear to me and yourself that your okay but i can see in your eyes you wanna cry i still want to come to your house to see you i still wanted to be mates no matter what you had done you are the one i thought was the ONE but u hurt me and you still do without realising you made me cry for two weeks and never asked how i was a bucket of tears i cried for you i brought these tears to your house to show you how much you meant to me i told you i would be right back when i got back to your house... you had kicked over my bucket of tears and were sat on your stairs ....... with your bottle of blood i loooked up at you you looked down at me it was awkard but after such a long silence you say we were never perfect no-one is ever pefect ...then u got up and left me there =/ i thought about shouting i love you but then i thought you hated me so i just turned around slowly and walked away...hands in pockets head down make up smudged tears a'falling =[ THE END okay i know to some people this would make no sense but that is okay i would understand because to be honest this is kinda how i wanted to write today just all complex xx hope u guys understand =] xx i know it's really bad but i tried people and i am sorry if you don't like it and that it is in past tense =/ xx hope u have gd day :) xx i love you all xx