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I'm going to join a internate school where i'll live the whole term, I'm not sure when but I know it will happen. So I'm making this poem inspired of my thoughts in my head right now. (And I have not planned this.. I just likes to write poems so I'm going to try making up things while I write it..) ____________________________________________________________ Alone in the darkness, It's 12 at the night, I'm crying for hope, But can't find it in sight, My life is a mess, I thought it'd be great, To be away from your family, To do what you want, to get any mate, But sometimes I think, And it's 'cause I'm missing my friends, In my dreams I will sink, And try to learn the new trends. In this school I'm alone, In the corner, outside, Will the people accept me?, Or will they find me suicide?, I am missing my parents, Though they kept me so sad, I miss our city's accents, Other to this weird and bad. I think I'll explode, 'Cause my mind is too filled, I want to share it, not load, But is there someone I can trust, or will I have to pay? Like someone laughs or looks down to me, What do I do, what can I say? Will this go on and forever will be?. Can't I meet my close ones until I quit High School?, I shouldn't be missing them, I feel like a fool, 'Cause they misunderstood me and thought I was mad, But I were just angry, they kept me so sad!, I just want to cry, but still I just won't, I just want to go home but in some way I don't. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tell me what you thinked about it. Please? D: