Emo Scene Community

ok just so you know yes im bi and yes i have a girlfriend. no i do not think any ones sexual preferences are wrong or gross and i think that if you think that being anything other than straight is wrong that you need to get over yourself! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ im changing i know that at first i think that its the way i feel about you but thats not it then i think of my friends its not them either family? no then i start to notice things about other girls am i bi? no lesbian? no of course not thats just wrong and as time goes by the little things get bigger and i relize something i like both girls and boys im bi i freak out no this cant be no ill lose all my friends! you wont love me anymore and for a spell i fret over this then one day i decide i have to tell you its not right to keep it hidden from anyone not even myself i tell you we need to talk you agree friday night all week i tell myself its ok i still can bail no i cant i have to do this friday rolls around we are at your house all alone i take a deep breath and spill out my heart and with every word your look darkens when im done you glare at me full of hatred it over you say why? just because im attrated to girls? i still love you! i cant change my body i would if i could i really would oh if you only knew how hard this is to lose you all because of my body later that night i sat in my room parents and sister sleeping peacefully i go into the bathroom sit in front of the mirror and carve my face i preform the ritual of self mutilation and as i lay dying i cry for you my tears and blood mingleing and you sit at her house drinking me away thinking i would be back tomorrow little did you know that i wouldnt. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ my friend got dumped because she told her bf she was bi and he thought it was against god and that she couldnt have kids and didnt deserve him and shit and it really pissed me off. so what if gays and lesbians cant have kids!? there are thousands of kids that need homes and dont have them so why have more? and that whole relegion crap we cant change our bodys for you nor should we have to suck it up! not like we want to go out with you!