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anika she perfectly fits me she may seem average but she's way too different for me. she's not like the other girls i know she's one of a kind, who she is and her ways captures me at the very core i love the way she walks, the way she smiles back at me, the way she fix her hair behind her ear, and the way she run through my dreams she's my ideal... my every passing thought. i wanted to be near her but all i could do is to stare at her for a distant, dreaming... if only i could let her know.. but im faint-hearted to tell her I usually follow her secretly after school, tracing her footsteps until she finally reach home safe. One afternoon, it was raining but it didn’t cease me from following her. She was walking fast under the heavy rain and then she stopped in front of an old building to find shelter. She was standing there soaking wet, the poor girl.. I was about to reveal myself and hand her my handkerchief when she went inside the building. I wondered what urged her to go there so I took a look. As I was peeking hiding behind the door, I saw her slowly taking her clothes off. Oh gosh! I was shock to see her topless and to have this strange discovery. Her figure was straight and her front was as flat as mine. After she changed clothes, she went out… with dry clothes, but I went home with eyes soaking in tears, to realize that the woman I so love and adore was not a woman at all. And no matter how much ignore the thought I could never deny that HE was indeed my first love