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I always seem to be the one who helps everyone, The one who has to do every good deed possible. I always seem to be the one who fixes the wrong, The one who fixes everything that can possibly go wrong. If it was only one person, I wouldn't mind, I know I could stop it in a heart beat. But life never goes as you want it to go, It always has to throw back everything in your face. Yeah, I don't mind the 'Thanks, you really helped me outs', The, 'Thanks, you're greats' and the, 'You're amazings'. But if all I ever get back from this is comments, What am I meant to do for the rest of my life? Go around helping people? Solve their problems? I can't be expected to help them all the time. To be there for them every minute of my life, Yet they expect me to, they expect me to help them. What can I do with comments? Nothing, Yet here I am, solving their problems. Getting my head and life screwed up, Because no one was here to help me with my problems. They're ignorant; they think I can help myself, That I can solve my own problems as I do theirs. Well, they're wrong, Even those who can solve problems need help. Even if they look like they've got everything in control, It doesn't mean they have, you just need to look closer. If you just look closer, you'll see how screwed up I am, How much I needed help, but I didn't get it. You'll see how it's too late for me now, That the damage that has been done isn't fixable. I cast out my hand and I asked for help, Yet no one retrieved me from this dark pit. My heart is torn and ripped to shreds, Yet not even those closest to me notice. I help those even though I am an unsolvable labyrinth, I helped them to regain their balance. I set them back on the rails of their lives, Even though I am a derailed mess. I take the time and I listen carefully, I listen though no one listens to me. I sit and think of ways to help them, Though no one pays me the slightest thought. I used to want to be fixed, for someone to save me, But now I find comfort in the mess that is my mind. So don't come to my rescue, don't come to my aid, Leave my life be, it was better before you entered. So take your leave, left or right stage, Leave me be on the centre stage. Don't come to my aid, don't come to my mess, Leave me to clear up, the thoughts of my distress. Clearing up is all I can do, for hours and hours a day, I cannot solve the riddle of my mind, no matter how hard I try. So leave me here, on the centre stage, leave me here to die. Don't pretend that you care about me, Don't pretend to try. I gave you your release, and so return, Return to your so called simple life. I want to be left alone now, I want to be left to die. Please give me this wish - my only wish, Just give me what I desire. I've given up giving what I don't have, I've given up giving away my life. Go help yourself, for now and ever I won't return, Go help yourself, go take your thieving lives. Remove yourself from my presence, I'm no longer on the market 'To Let'. My means and needs are no longer the same, So go before I remove you. My life and thoughts are no longer pretty, Too ugly and demoralised for the likes of you. So take your leave, left or right stage, Leave me on the centre stage. Keep your problems for the invisability of my replacement, I am no longer on the market 'To Let'. So here I am on centre stage, My thoughts and trials cast 'awild. So here I am on centre stage, In the comfort of my own distress.