Emo Scene Community

Hello, I've made alot of poems while I've been a member of this site, so this is my whole collection of them: When I Was Gone: When I was gone, When I came back, You were different, You weren't yourself, You took the gifts from me off your shelf, It were us, it always were, But now it felt like you weren't there. You sent me letters, You said you missed "me and you", But when I came home you didn't do, You talked to a girl and kissed her on her cheek, Then your eyes after me seeked, You saw me and ran quickly away, I asked if you still loved, you obey. The Hope Is All That Keeps Me Alive: My life has been tough, Don't know what to do, My days just feel rough, And if it wasn't for you, I would take my life, I really would do, Your all I have left and you keeps me alive, Into my dreams I wish I could dive, My dreams about you always being mine, Then I'd be with you and everything would be fine. I love to think about when we first met, But after a while we only regret, Everything fell wrong, I did a mistake, I want to make you a song to prove I'm not fake, But thanks to you I still have some hope, I won't suicide, I'll wash my tears with soap. But still I wish so hard that you once would be here, To help me not cry and to help me stop fear, I want to kiss your lips and never let go, I want to love you not being your foe, The best part of life is the only part that is great, And that's my only hope why I think your my mate. But I want some more, and that's real love, you see, Not "Mom, I love you, please never leave me.", I talk about when you kiss for a minute, When you say "I love you" and "Do you mean it?". But will that ever happen?, I'm never so sure, But hope keeps me alive, and that is my cure, And that is enough to make me feel good, So please leave a clue so I'd be sure that I could, Maybe be yours a day when its time, Let me get stuck in your music like the rhyme. Alone: (I was doing this one while planning to join an internate school, which didn't happen.) Alone in the darkness, It's 12 at the night, I'm crying for hope, But can't find it in sight, My life is a mess, I thought it'd be great, To be away from your family, To do what you want, to get any mate, But sometimes I think, And it's 'cause I'm missing my friends, In my dreams I will sink, And try to learn the new trends. In this school I'm alone, In the corner, outside, Will the people accept me?, Or will they find me suicide?, I am missing my parents, Though they kept me so sad, I miss our city's accents, Other to this weird and bad. I think I'll explode, 'Cause my mind is too filled, I want to share it, not load, But is there someone I can trust, or will I have to pay? Like someone laughs or looks down to me, What do I do, what can I say? Will this go on and forever will be?. Can't I meet my close ones until I quit High School?, I shouldn't be missing them, I feel like a fool, 'Cause they misunderstood me and thought I was mad, But I were just angry, they kept me so sad!, I just want to cry, but still I just won't, I just want to go home but in some way I don't. It was yesterday: Yesterday I saw you, I thought I never would, You were in school as you used to, And studied the best you could, I could see you burn for your life, You used to all the time, Like you were happy and I were your wife, I could hear you sing a rhyme. I almost forgot you look this way, I cried for nothing, I guess, And I thinked: "I'll walk to you, I may.", And all became a mess, You didn't want to look at me, You said: "Just go away!", I wanted us together be, But I didn't dare to say. I thought you sang because of me, That you'd ask me for a date, But however, I were wrong, You don't want to be my mate, I lost my hope once again, And I thought that I would die, Because of all that we have been, Now it only were a tie, I was stupid a month ago, But now when you've revenged on me, You just became my foe. (I have to let you go...) Middle Of The Night: Here's a poem that just came from my head last halloween, but I improved it this time. ~ I'm walking on the subway in the middle of the night, I can see something black and dark, And something really white, It's coming from the well, And I think it has two claws, I think I walked on a shell, And the thingy start to "RAAWR"'s, What could that be, What does it want, I cannot see, And me it can't, I think it's a humanlike, 'Cuz it has a face and drags a bike. But it looks weird, it has a fang, It makes a sound just like he sang, And then I think it's one fang more, And I'm running to my door, But it takes me, My neck it bit, It's eyes I see, His body they fit, He's pale and white, His eyes are red, His fangs they might, Just be as it looks, so very dead. And suddenly I fell for the ground, And then I hear it sing the sound, I woke up and it is still night, But the thing is gone and I feel alright, I think a thirst just came into my FANG!? It thirsts for blood and then I sang. And now when I've told you a story of me, I gotta bite you and suck your blood, you see. ('Cause I still haven't got my first taaaste--)