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Breezy
Posts: 336
Giving up Sep 15 2010, 12:36 PM
I know most of you thought you would never hear me saying this, but i actually am giving up on life... there is nothing else, everything i know is turning on me and everyday i can barely stop myself from crying. Nothing makes sense anymore, nothing feels worth it anymore, my life just has no meaning anymore, almost everyone that i've ever cared about has abandoned me. leaving me sad and confused, i just don't know what to do...

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dark-side-risenx
Posts: 493
Sep 15 2010, 12:52 PM
IDK =/ fuck knows it's not suicide, though.It's an attractive option, but at the end of the day, you're still gonna have a lot of problems, the only difference being You will now stand absolutely no chance in solving them, when you're dead. Have faith in you're self, If anyone or anything can sort this out, it's you :) In the end you'l emerge a stronger person "don't ask for am easier life, ask to be a stronger person" :]
Breezy
Posts: 336
Sep 15 2010, 12:57 PM
thanks...i just feel so exhausted from fighting my way through life, and i know people have it way worse than me but i just feel like i'm not as strong as them. But i want to be as strong as them, i'm just to much of a weak person.
skate-angel
Posts: 10
Sep 15 2010, 02:09 PM
You can be a strong person. Imo you're on the right track with this: "Fuck the human race..." A little misanthropy seemed to help me, I had problems with going outside, people and crowds before. (Not too much though, I mean don't just assume everyone's a terrible person, that'll just lead to loneliness.) I guess getting older probably helped me as well; it will get easier, promise. I recommend a break from everything that stresses you out as well, or as much as you can anyway. Get selfish for a bit, it's your life, just try to enjoy it and get rid of everything that gets in the way of that. Go bitch at someone who deserves it. We only get one life each, ending it early is the worst thing you could do with it. Oh I used to cut too, you gotta take control of yourself and find other ways to cope. *hugs* You can be a strong person if you want to be. :3
Breezy
Posts: 336
Sep 15 2010, 02:25 PM
i know, i just feel like i grew up too fast, i didn't have much of a child hood, my parents weren't ones to spend time with me and my sister when their crack addiction got worse and we had a lack of money, which happened when i was five. So i guess i stress easily because of that, and i guess the years of coping finally made me snap. And then i bottle my feelings inside because i feel selfish when i tell people about my feelings, so most of my emotions are bottled up, which scares my parents cuz they think i'll just snap one day and do something like columbine, which i wouldn't even think of doing so theyre over reacting. And i do try to be strong, i tried so hard not to cry on the bus even though my lil sis was right in my face, i managed to hold it in till i got home and i let it out in the bathroom.
skate-angel
Posts: 10
Sep 16 2010, 01:51 PM
Huh... Psychologist? Meditation? ..Columbine's still an option if you change your mind..
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xXeMoRaCeRXx
Posts: 18262
Sep 17 2010, 10:32 AM
It's clear a lot of people on this site (and elsewhere) your age feel like this, but I urge you to hang in there. You will have lots of opportunities in the future to change your life.
Breezy
Posts: 336
Sep 17 2010, 11:03 AM
yea i really hope so, some friends of mine calmed me down the other day so i'm much better. i just can't wait till i get in highschool, my older friends say that alot of your school pressure gets releived when you get in highschool, though i imagined it would have increased. And i have a very devoted and non-judging boyfriend to back me up :)

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