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Ive been there so i know what your feeling i came off worse okay now everyone virtually knows i failed its horrid ! Last year 3 of my friends commited suicide rest their souls do not put your family nand friends through it, itts the hardest thing in the wrold to deal with. Things may be bad now but you gotta hit the bottom to soar to the top i promise you this feeling will pass we all care just please dont so anything stupid you only get one chance at life one more than many others

But all I am is a waste. I don't deserve to live. I shouldn't have lived for this long.

No. your wrong everyone deserves to live no matter what they have done life is a battle but its one worth fighting

Shes right you know... whats the point in living when your just going to die anyways? It doesnt matter wheter its now or 50years. Infact id rather die when im at my peak because i couldnt face detiriation into oblivion (Neil Young: It's better to burn out than fade away. -also quoted by Kurt Cobain) the only thing that ever stopped me from going all the way was that if it doesnt matter if i die now or later... it also doesnt really matter if i live now or later... even if you live the worst looserish life youl still go to the same place... thats the worst case. im sure something good will happen to you. like if you have nothing to loose then maybe take some more risks in life... things you never dreamt of doing. self improvment is amazing. you can make yourslef into anyone you want to be... all you need is the determination and like i said if youve got nothing to loose then whats stopping you? I got through because i made myself have hope and faith. I made myself beleive that this life isnt it.. and that i have hope. I set myself goals and things i want to do... wrote "bucket lists"... even tho i didnt beleive in religion i started to cuz atleast it gave me somehting to live for lol. well woteva it worked ok. And also killing yourself isnt a "fuck you" to everyone because only you loose out. Your better off too proove your better by carrying on and being a fighter. Theres a phrase in the bible goes like... better is live dog then a dead lion. hope you sort your life out.... theres always going to be a moment in the future thats worth living to see ;) xxx

You do deserve to live. Your very young and hopefully have many years ahead of you to improve your situation.

Your young beautiful and can do so much with your life ! dont throw it away, some people have no choice but you do ! dont make the wrong choice because the only one who will lose out is you. I was exactly in your shoes once, im so glad i stayed alive !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj31k1SsaZg ^^^ listen to this and this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuNMzQf-eVU

^Beautiful relevant songs :]

I still want to die. There's nothing to live for.

Then MAKE something to live for. If you THINK life is a pointless waste, then it IS a pointless waste. At that point, you can either sit around bitching about it, or you can decide to make a change and make life better for yourself. Is your life empty? Then fill it up. Are you lonely? Then get out there and find companionship. No excuses. Suicide is what happens due to the depression people get when they aren't willing to do what's necessary to improve their own lives. You're not suicidal because life sucks. You're suicidal because you're not willing to make your life worth living. It's time to make some changes.

Even though you feel awful now there will be a time when your really happy. I'm sure of it. I have been through similar times.

You cant change your mind once thats it, thats it forever ! no turning back you'll be a bitter memory make something of your life be different be proud and show the next generation that being different and feeling like this is okay but dont show them that feelings like this win !

Thanks you guys for all the... I guess...support. You guys really helped me. I've gone through a rough time and it just took me a little bit to find what makes me happy. Thanks all! Xp

It's ok great to hear your feeling a bit better :]