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ughh soo like i got myself into this mess and i kinda feel as guilty as hell but like i shouldn't but i do anyways... anyways heres all the people and there story..... The Ex: So its been quite recent since me and my bestfreind/girlfreind decided it was enough and that we couldnt be so close anymore... so weve just trying to be freinds for like 3months... i still think alot about her shes truely amazing i love her to bits but not enough that i wanted to commit to her :( but she really is amazing...... she stil lloves me too.. and would be heart broken if i ever got with another girl even more heart broken then she is now. She knows nothing about the other girl The Girl In Question: but yea i had been hanging around with this other girl alot... we had just been freinds tho... like we'd call ourselves twins nd bro nd sis stupid stuff... didnt think much of it. and shes good freinds with my ex... infact they plan to move in together in the summer lol. but i've been spending so much time i started to like her alot but was holding back because she liked another guy who is a close freind of mine. We hang around so much i just love hanging out with her cuz she does all the dorky things i love like just watching the stars hiking camping out in the wild stupid films e.t.c. Romance aside id still wana be good freinds and do the same things together. The Guy She Likes/My Close Freind: So hes been good freinds with me for ages.. im convinced hes gay :| but anyways The Girl In Question liked him and told him that and he didnt ask her out said he needed time and e.t.c but they still meet up for coffee and text loads each day. He's not taken any steps to say he wants to go out with her. But hes convinced me and her are just freinds and never could be anything else. My Other "Girl": Shes really cute and amazing but i didn't want to go out with her because she just seems a little to immature for me... but she really likes me and we hang out alot and have alot of mutual freinds. I would'nt want to break her heart either. :( Shes really really nice i think i really like her as just a freind but dont think she sees it that way. The Girl In Questions Ex/My Freind: Well now theres this guy ive known ages were good freinds not the best but still... and we have alot of mutual freinds too see them like twice a week. We met The Girl In Question at the same time 3years ago but he went out with her for 3months and then she broke it off... hes still obsessd with her and hes gone soo weird he wwont talk to me now ive been hanging out with The Girl In Question these last couple months :/ ....even tho we really were just freinds up until like 3days ago. But i think if anything would happen my freinds would take hes side ofc. So basically all in all im set to loose 3 important people in my life and 4 Good Freinds...... they all know each other and we'd all still have to kinda see each other alot because we end up at all the same places.... ---------- So Friday night me and the girl kind of bridged the "freindship zone" and was amazing.... shes just the sort of girl i really want and shes so pretty which is a bonus because i never go on looks alone... but shes got it all. Its been amazing these last 3days... soon to be 4. Trying not to think about all the repercussions... keeping it hidden. Shes not got as much too loose as i do... infact maybe just my ex but i dont think shes as bothered as i am. But i dont know what to do...... i see myself 2 options: 1, We break it off and go back to normal life. I can try and make it up with her ex/my freind get everything back to normal. I wont loose anyone maybe just 1. Everything stays a secret... But then i loose this girl thats like heroin in my veins. 2, We keep it a secret for as long as possible but carry on how we are now. It'l come out eventually and then i'l loose everyone. But then wed still have each other.... but for how long idk :s Im really really conflicted.... Any veiws thoughts e.t.c