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So, I'v posted about this whole thing, some of you helped me through it at first, and thank you to those who did. I'm sure the few that looked at those posts though wouldnt remember me, it, or even be here anymore. But thought i'd thank them anyways. PS: not really that short..lol sorry :Short version: So meeting someone on the internet, usually a bad idea these days..But I decided to talk to her anyways because she seemed really nice, she likes alot of the things I do, and we talked a ton. We ended up falling in love and we spent/spend every day texting, no we haven't talked, yes that makes this more sketchy if you don't finish reading this before you rage at me about the dangers of internet dating. So we've been talking for a few months now, she had this big decision between me, the "sweetest guy she's ever met" and her ex boyfriend, who was her first kiss(that she really cared for), boyfriend(that she really cared for) and her then and current bestfriend, she didn't choose either of us for a long time. So you know we still talked, friends and all, I still am apparently very sweet and charming because she fell back for me. I never stopped loving her..So recently(past week or so) we been kinda...extra flirty and chatty. She told me she wants me and wants to do all the romantic and sweet things we talk about so much. Sounds good right? Sounds like love? Yeah, I think it does..I hope it is... So the problem...she's 500 miles, 10 hour drive, 2 states away. I can not legally drive yet, I refuse to tell my mom, "oh hey mom btw I met this girl, on the internet, she gave me her number and we texted, we've never talked, and were in love with eachother, oh and i want to go see her" yeah, that'll go over real well. Well we know we are who we say we are..shes the most patient and incredible girl i'v ever met in my life, and we really do love eachother. I want to drive those 500 miles to be with her, i want to so bad, but its still 6 months away...before i can...I want this to work, i love her..Like she is all i think about, she makes me smile everyday and last few months all i'v been is depressed and sad, if i lose her..i could just end myself, because the only thing i want in life is to just find a girl i truly love, that is perfect for me, and shes it. I can't let 500 miles destroy my chance at true happiness.. So what i need is, is there anyway i can make it not sound like im talking to some fat 50 year old perv on the internet..i mean really, not everyone is a fucking child molester on the internet, especially here i doubt anyone could be. So I just need help on figuring out how to make this last, we talk alot, we flirt, i tell her i love her, shes happy i love her, so the only problem is the distance i can't make her wait 6-7 months, but idk what else to do, some of my friends will be getting there licenses but idk if it'd be rude and stupid to ask them for such a huge favor for such a ridiculous request, well ridiculous to some..to me its not, shes everything iv ever wanted and i refuse to lose her.