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[These 3 poems were written around the same time. I warn you i wasn't thinking clearly when i wrote them (maybe you can tell). I've never shared them with anyone before. The reason being they were written just after I'd OD, and i think the last one is the nearest thing to a suicide note. They aren't great poems but they do serve as a reminder of the lowest i've been] Suicdal Tendancies I don't know what to do i'm scraed and afraid Scared i'll do something stupid Treble the problems made. My head is spinning I feel sick in my gut Wish i'd not fucked up Wish i'd kept my mouth shut Don't know how much longer i'll last Got to make it through today I need to know how to make it stop And make these feelings go away I've got suicidal tendancies I'm screwed up in my head Need to find a way to sort this out Before i end up dead - Make it Stop! Make it stop! Take me back to happier days. Make it stop! This isn't "just a phase" Make it stop! I don't really want to die. Make it stop! I'm sick of living this lie. Make it stop! Cure this pain. Make it stop! Don't let me take my life in vain. Make it stop! Help me last a few more years. Make it stop. I cry out for help but no-one hears. - Sorry I need to tell you how i feel Before i do what i have to do I need to to know that no matter what I'll always love you I need to tell you why Why i'm doing what i am I need you to know that, Its not that i don't give a damn i need to tell you this I'm sorry for what happens to me I need you to know that I never meant for you, to pay the greatest fee I love and i'm sorry Please forgive me