Emo Scene Community

1000's of emo guys & girls!

Search soEmo

Top Emo Bands View All

8.3

Emo Lyrics View All

Note To Self, I Miss You Terribly Note To Self, by From First To Last

Emo Forums » Help And Advice (Reply)

Self harm getting worse... Apr 27 2012, 07:24 PM
I'm sorry, but everything around me is falling apart. I can't stop being sad, but worst of all, I can't stop the cutting, the amount of it has remained stable (for now) but the depression is getting worse everyday. It's gotten so bad that I take the scissors (what I use to...ya know) to school w/ me. I need help and I'm feeling worthless and have had dreams and thoughts of suicide, wondering if anyone would miss me. I stopped eating, and I'm sick alot, I'm not sure if that's a legitimate symptom of depression. I need help, I'm afraid to tell my parents about it. But I think I need something. I would NEVER EVER go to the school counselor, 'cause she's a big Bitch. And I need help and don't know what to do.

Replies

Emo Pictures - Black_Star
Black_Star
Posts: 13
Apr 27 2012, 08:52 PM
Awww, I don't know you but I can relate to what you're going through. What you have to do is grow a thick skin. Gsin confidence and self esteem. You have to basically take a stand no matter what no one on this Earth has to say. It will take a lot of time but it will happen eventually. Good luck, and please don't hurt yourself. Blessed be.
Emo Pictures - Black_Star
Black_Star
Posts: 13
Apr 27 2012, 08:55 PM
If you need someone to talk to, you can always add and PM. I will be happy to help :)
Emo Pictures - charlotteXx
charlotteXx
Posts: 13
Apr 28 2012, 02:47 AM
i understand where your comming from but then you have to think would you want to go? honestly? would you want to leave everything behind, your famile , friends , boyfriend/girlfriend or possible ones, would you? ive tried to kill myself multiple times its not as glamourous as it seems , it really isnt because in the end there is always someone hurt. your an amazing girl , and obviously there is a back story to this but if you want help just know even if everyone says they hate you im here if you need me or someone to talk to :) (hug) just stay strong and pm me if you need a chat
Emo Pictures - DemonPrincessKiller
DemonPrincessKiller
Posts: 104
Apr 28 2012, 12:18 PM
Well,if you did kill yourself,imagine all the people who you think wouldnt be upset would be. i mean,im a COMPLETE stranger who's worried about you. I would be upset as hell if you died. and im sure theres alot of people you don't know yet,that THEY dont even know about you,that are dying to meet you.to find you,and love you.and im DAMN sure that there is one person who would cry to death if you died.And if u did hurt yourself even more,or killed yourself,well,just think about how selfish it would be. You'd put all the ones that loved you into a pool of heartache and you'd ruin there lives more than anyone could possibly ruin yours. do you really want to ruin the lives of those who DO care about you?Everyone has to go through tough times in order to realize how great the good times are.Otherwise there would be no such thing as joy and happiness. it may sound cheesy but i want you to think about it. This is my tough love. Love ya +Huggeth+
Emo Pictures - justanotheremokid
justanotheremokid
Posts: 72
Apr 28 2012, 03:35 PM
NEVER EVER THINK ABOUT SUICIDE,I've already tried it and it didn't help me, i know how you feel and the scissors, lets say i am soaked in my own blood with a blood-stained pair, dont cut, please
Apr 28 2012, 06:11 PM
Thank you all lots :) I appreciate it, your advice made me think. Reeeeeeaaaaaaalllllyyyy hard. And thanks demon princess killer. Knowing that I'm a complete stranger to you but you would still be upset if I died is great. And I thank you so much! I don't think I would actually kill myself ( since I'm a pussy) but I try not to cut but when life is shitty and emotional and just plain out depressing it's hard, really hard. But still I appreciate your advice and caring so much :)
Geckillin
Posts: 29
Apr 28 2012, 06:28 PM
Everyone else has summed it up pretty well. We don't know you, but can sympathize when things are hard and you want to find other ways to cope. But you need to ignore those who are mean and seek out the good people, because they are there. I have never met you but would care and be sad if you were gone, i can guarantee there are many people who actually know you that would be very sad indeed. If you want to talk about it, please, feel free to pm me, I always have time to talk to those in need.
Apr 30 2012, 02:03 PM
Thank you so much :)

Add Reply

  • Please note: Comments soEmo.co.uk considers to be totally unrelated spam will be removed.

Featured Users View More