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Are you walking on eggshells? Has push come to shove? Are you full of belonging, but not full of love? Pas De Deux, by Dodie Clark

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Emo Pictures - 8DSilentTearD8
8DSilentTearD8
Posts: 36
Is it the end? Jun 12 2012, 01:42 AM
My name is Hannah and I'm 14 years old, my mom passed away March 21 this year... She was one of the only things keeping me alive besides my two best-friends Meaghan and Jordan. Without my mom my life has turned upside down. I got into drinking heavily and doing drugs but nothing is working to help ease the pain besides cutting... And now its gotten to the point where I cut up to 10 times a day to the point where I can barely see a part of my skin without blood... It hurts to breath or move... I am just so done with life that I don't care about anything but Meaghan and Jordan anymore... My dad and my brother don't care about me in fact I think they could careless if I died. Everyone is like: "o your just a drama queen!" or "Your so selfish can't you think about someone besides yourself?" But I help them all the fucking time and they never help me. They think my life was a piece of cake and easy.. but it wasn't. My dad beat me when I was little when he was around, my mom was never home(when I was littler) then my dad left us and he was out of my life for 6 years, I was bullied for 9 years, I moved 13 times went to 9 different schools... no my life isn't as bad as some kids but it was still pretty bad... I just don't think I can go on any longer... I think it's time for me to go with my mom. I guess this is goodbye...

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Emo Pictures - DizzyDotRocks
DizzyDotRocks
Posts: 830
Jun 12 2012, 05:23 AM
No, you should not kill yourself. For one thing, how do you think Meaghan and Jordan would feel if you did? Surely you wouldn't want them to feel how you're feeling now too? And, over time (admittedly, it could be a long time), things will get better. You won't forget everything that's happened to you, but you will learn that there are plenty of things in life that are worth the pain.
FiFiTheVampBitcxh
Posts: 243
Jun 13 2012, 02:49 AM
don;t go kill yourself atlest you had a mum unlike some people where they're orphan. Besides death is an inevitable thing it will happen one day obvcourse it would of been better if it happen when you were much older but it will happen at somepoint so don't get too worked up about it death is aa fact of life so just think of the benefits not the negitives...your mums most likely in a better place now. Anyways even if she didn't die, you'ld have to move on at somepoint in your life and take controll of it without the help of your perants. Just remember death is a factor of life just have to face that fact and move on.
FiFiTheVampBitcxh
Posts: 243
Jun 13 2012, 02:51 AM
plus think about what you do have no what you don't have.... you still haave your friends and your future :)
FiFiTheVampBitcxh
Posts: 243
Jun 13 2012, 02:54 AM
anayways what would your mum think of she saw you like this? .....
Emo Pictures - MidoKilmy
MidoKilmy
Posts: 237
Jun 18 2012, 01:44 AM
If it's time to die, you simply die anyhow... But it's not your time. And after all these days in the darkness, the light should be much brighter for you. If you know what I mean... Wait for this time... For some reason... I cannot see it for you but I know it exists... Find another way to get rid of too much pain. Write something. Go out and scream! So much depends on your way of thinking... Keep the memories... There's a power, a wisdom, a sense of life in your blood. Respect it! Fight in the name of these who loved their lives to the bitter end. Who could be jealous walking to the other side. Just look around. With your eyes hardly open. Cause they're never fully open here. You're here not only to say goodbye. You wouldn't care if you really wanted to go now. You are here to find new hope. To continue your way. Now you're blinded. I could lead you for a while if you want me to...
FlickerOfHope
Posts: 189
Jun 26 2012, 04:55 AM
dont give up watever u do, i know what its like ive been bullied all my life, my nan and uncle died within a year of each other and I also have next to no real freidns at school and im the only 'emo' at my entire school, but i made a promise that I wouldnt give up and im so glad I did that! cause even though life still gets hard ive learnt so much in my life and im deffinatly a better person for it :)so dont give up, live ur life, and have a future!
Emo Pictures - IAmMeBVB
IAmMeBVB
Posts: 1
Jun 27 2012, 10:21 PM
Give yourself to music- it saved my life. I don't want to die because it gives me hope no matter where i am. There is beauty and life in this world.
FlickerOfHope
Posts: 189
Jun 28 2012, 01:32 AM
thats so true music saved my life when i was super deppressed and had nowhere else to turn, ude be suprised what finding the right music can do!
Emo Pictures - DizzyDotRocks
DizzyDotRocks
Posts: 830
Jun 28 2012, 03:47 PM
That's completely true! There are certain songs (Never Too Late - Three Days Grace; Rise Above This - Seether; I Got Love - The King Blues) that I LITERALLY owe my life to.
FlickerOfHope
Posts: 189
Jun 29 2012, 02:51 AM
actually never to late was one of the songs that saved my life! another great song that pretty much sums up a certain point in my life it my time of dying-three days grace, it gave me the extra push i needed to, remain pateint!

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