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zenia101
Posts: 219
FUCK MY LIFE!!!!! Oct 24 2012, 10:22 PM
so right now my gpa is in the hospital he has been there for 2 weeks and they still dont know wats wrong with him...we all had to get tested for tb.....i have fucking retards who dont even no me call me a freak and my dad is getting on my nerves i am ready to tell my step mom to go to hell...i am loosing friends left and right trying so hard to hold on but slowly feeling my self slipping away...the only time i'm happy is when i get on here aand talk to my friends and my bf thats it!!! this is the worst i have felt in a long time...sometimes i just feel like breaking down and letting go of all the shit in my life and not give a fuck about anything anyone says or does to me i am so tired of being hurt and punished for shit i had nothing to do w/or had very lil to say in the matter....matt if u ready this plz no that u have done nothing wrong at all so plz dont doubt ur self or us u r one of the very few things that makes me happy anymore and i dont ever want to loose u i luv u very much....somwdays i feel like i can make it others i feel like i can't i dont now what to do anyone have any suggestions? i would be much obliged!!! thnx for being here for me guys!! i luv u lots!!!!♥

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Emo Pictures - Kate
Kate
Posts: 4199
Oct 24 2012, 11:36 PM
*hugs * Stay strong <3 well i'm always here to help/ to talk to or just to listen to you if you want.
Bones
Posts: 1726
Oct 25 2012, 03:58 AM
ok well i love u and that is all tat matters xxx
FlickerOfHope
Posts: 189
Oct 25 2012, 04:07 AM
WOW! i dont know wat really to say! we've been friends for a while but i dunno wat to say! all i can say is try keep your chin up, i know thats almost a selfish thing for me to say but uve got all of us that want to help you if you need! :)
MUSICLOVER
Posts: 101
Oct 25 2012, 09:31 AM
im so sorry.................................................... :(
zenia101
Posts: 219
Oct 25 2012, 11:03 AM
*cries* thnx guys i luv u soo much i will talk more l8r i just wanna say thnx!!!!!
x_beyondparanormal_x
Posts: 131
Oct 25 2012, 04:53 PM
......... ;_; ....I'm not sure what to say but if it helps, I know how you feel... I know it helps to talk to someone about it, so maybe you could talk to your friends about it, they could help? Cheer up Stay strong ~ <3
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xXeMoRaCeRXx
Posts: 18267
Oct 25 2012, 05:24 PM
I love you too and care about you. Feel free to chat to me, but I won't be on much the next few days..
Emo Pictures - xSUICIDEBLOODx
xSUICIDEBLOODx
Posts: 7232
Oct 25 2012, 08:46 PM
i love chu too sis and i need to say the same as matt that i will not be on as much for a few more days because of my birthday and then i have my dad.s birthday too celebrate too and etc... xxxx
zenia101
Posts: 219
Oct 25 2012, 10:53 PM
aww thnx guys is it bad that i feel more happy and "at home" than w/my biological family? that sounds pretty damn sad to me...ugh...wow things don't seem like they r getting any better anytime soon at least not as fast as i want them to...well i just dont know what to do wen i am w/my family i can't be the real me...i have to be someone else someone i'm not...yeah i will admit i am a bit of a hick but not full blow like my step moms side of the faamily or ghetto like my dad and bro is...i am emo and noone can stand that but no will give me the chance to show them its not all bad...they just jump up and make judgment b4 they hear the whole case but i can't make them sit down and shut the fuck and listen to me either i feel so powerless i just don't no wat to do anymore i hate being someone/something im not...it drives me crazy it's like going throught cheerleading all over agian UGH!!!! not good...i mean i was good but i wasn't allowed to be me so while i loved it at the same time i hated it....
FiFiTheVampBitcxh
Posts: 243
Oct 25 2012, 11:43 PM
-hug- try and not think of it all in a bad way. The dicks calling you a freak just ignore em their just being childish, just laugh at them :D When it comes to everything else, try and not think about it too much and just think of what situation could occur and just get yourself prepared for the worst. Obviously hope for the best but with me when it comes to breaks ups to people in hospital i always think of what cold be the worst situation, then maybe if it comes to that it won't effect you as badly. anywho, even though all this is happening i bet you now something good will come out of it :) it always does :D
zenia101
Posts: 219
Oct 26 2012, 02:36 PM
haha thnx fi!!! it seems as tho he is getting better but some days it seems like everything is in reverse....like u said expect the worst and hope for the best:)right?♥

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