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So, this is my life.. 1997 - born to teenage parents, my mum had to drop out of school, so now she has no job etc. I've always blamed myself for that. 1999 (2 years old)- My dad left, he tried to take me too, but he was a drug addict, criminal and generally unstable, so unsafe for me to be around. I didn't see him again until I was 9, well apart from when he'd break into our house to sell stuff to buy drugs. 2004 (7 years old) - my uncle began to sexually abuse me, and I started to hurt myself because I though I was bad and that's why these things happened to me. 2007 (10 years old) - The sexual abuse from my uncle stopped after he was institutionalized to treat his schizophrenia. A few months after this I began to be sexually and physically abused by a boy 5 years older than me, this too stopped after a few months. 2008 (11 years old) - began secondary school, people began to bully me and try to push my down stair etc. I may have had no trust in people but I still fought because, most the time I could stop them hurting me. From then on I became very paranoid so I'd fight anyone who came near me. 2009 (12 years old) - I started to see a older boy, but 2 weeks into the relationship he began to beat me. This stopped a few months after when my Nan saw the bruises. Around the end of yr 8 I gave people another chance and I became friend with the most amazing person ever<3 But she got hurt because she was friends with me, so I started to hurt myself too and OD etc. Summer holidays before yr 9 I began to cut, purge and starve. I lost over 30 lb in a month. My depression had got worse and I was constantly attempting suicide, I began a treatment on anti depressants, after 2 months and still no change I stopped taking them. I wanted to fix myself, and not be controlled by pills. 1 1/2 years later and I've stopped myself cutting, purging, starving etc. I'm not fixed yet but I'm getting there. 3 months ago I voluntarily received help for depression and anxiety. I'm getting better slowly. So, the point is that if I've ,managed to fix myself I'm sure any of you amazing people can to if you give yourself a chance c: so stay strong and i'm here for you, kay?<3