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KinkyKen69
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Help me...escape. Oct 25 2013, 01:31 AM

I self harmed last night... I don't know why I did. After so long of stopping. I just constantly feel down all the time, nobody cares about me. I have no real friends. I just want to run away and hide and never be found... Well I can't. I can't hide. I can't escape from this life... I'm scared. So very scared. I sometimes wonder if it'll be better if I die? Would anyone even notice I've gone... But wondering and acting are two different things. I could never act upon it because I know what it's like to lose the ones you love to suicide. Even though I don't have contact with my family I know it'd destroy them. I just want someone to care. Someone to notice me... I need you.

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xxxEmoxAngelxxx
Posts: 12

Oct 25 2013, 04:54 AM

Im sorry... i wish i could do something to help u i really do

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xzombieluvscookiesx
Posts: 286

Oct 25 2013, 08:23 AM

Relapsing is a part of recovery. Every time you relapse you learn something new about what's triggering it and how to avoid it in the future. Im on here most of the time so if you ever wanna talk or get anything off your chest, my inbox is always open xx

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-FiFi-
Posts: 212

Oct 26 2013, 04:26 AM

Sometimes as said.. relapse can actually be a good thing as it helps you to know what works and doesn't and may help you in understanding what triggers you into doing it. It is though, also a case where you need to be disciplined in yourself as it is like cutting out an addiction in a sense.. it is hard but you have to just keep resisting and it'll eventually stop :)

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