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My world went black. The ground crumbled beneath my feet. I was blind to everything around me. Too blind to see, What I was doing to everyone else. In my darkest hours, All I could see was my pain. All I felt was sorrow and hate. I couldn't see that I was hurting them. And what did it earn me in the end? Nothing but hurt, pain, blood, And damaged souls. I was hurting too bad, To know what I was doing. I used to think I was the victim, That everyone hurt me because they could. But now I see what I really am. I liar, a murderer, and destroyer of souls. I used my suffering as an excuse to hurt everyone else. I sold my soul just to cover up for my lies. I gave myself up, To the devil himself, Just to keep from going in deeper. When really, It just made me sink faster. I never ment to hurt anyone. I never ment for things to be like this. I'm ashamed to show my face, To all those I hurt. Because I know, What I've done cannot be forgiven. This mistake was too large to fix. So now I will wither away, Alone...like I had in the begining. I'll disappear from their lives, And make things right. I will stay forever in solitude, So I won't hurt anyone ever again. For I carry this curse, With crippled hands. Whenever I try to get close to someone, They end up getting hurt. Never again will I do that to someone. Never again will I let this demon, Inside my heart take control. I know what I've done. I know what I am. I know what I've become. A monster, That feed of the souls of others. I'm sorry for my mistakes. Forgive me for my sins. This wasn't how I'd planned thing to go. Where did I go wrong? I would give anything, My heart, my soul, my life, Just to take it all back, And set things right. I know where I went wrong. I know what's wrong with me. I know what I've become.