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Drummer_Boy
Posts: 22

On the verge of nothing May 27 2014, 12:04 AM

I don't know what's going on. All at once, one after another, people are pushing me out of their lives.. I didn't even do anything wrong, they said so themselves... Then why? Why me? Why can't I keep someone in my life? I only ever ask for a friend, not for sympathy and not for a lover. I can't keep watching people go.. I want to be happy with them but they won't let me.. And I can't even show how I feel because if I do, everyone deems me as "fake" or "attention seeking".. I may look like the last thing anyone would ever consider emo, but I'm not fake.. And I can't even stand to hear the words "it gets better" anymore without getting some kind of anxiety attack because of those people.. I've never known a true friend so hard to find... I need help keeping what's left of me alive.

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yuri
Posts: 1

May 27 2014, 12:30 PM

hey i feel the same way.. whats happening tu u is happening tu me also..so whats say uu for us tu be friends??? i wont go out of your life and i wont leave...:) lets be friends and conquer the world<--jkn but fo reals...friends?? let me know

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HaleyHellacious
Posts: 18

May 27 2014, 07:47 PM

I'm not going to be one that says "it gets better just wait". But i will say.. life isn't easy. Things will happen for no reason. Just keep being yourself and try to cope w/ it. Because you know, people will come along again.. You did nothing wrong as you say. That's true. Things just happen to bring better things upon you. If you wanna talk, im here(:

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Drummer_Boy
Posts: 22

May 27 2014, 08:51 PM

Thank you :) it just gets lonely being me. I already don't have much left to lose, but losing the rest of those few things is emotionally devastating :l especially when I want to be accepted on here as well as everyone else, but I still feel out of place because how I look. I try not to let that bother me buts it's just there. And not looking like anyone here, style wise, just feels like I won't be accepted, just like where I am in real life.

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HaleyHellacious
Posts: 18

May 28 2014, 12:26 AM

You're accepted just the way you are. I accept you. You seem really nice. c: You don't have to feel like an "odd one", because you're not and I know how you feel.Sometimes, I feel the same. Wherever I go, whatever I do, I feel like I can never fit in. But you know, I chose to be different. So I will embrace it and not let it bother me. Thats what you should do. Embrace who you are, accept yourself and who you are. Don't be so insecure because you are one of a kind. You're special and will grow up to be successful...

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Drummer_Boy
Posts: 22

May 28 2014, 10:30 AM

I'm glad you accept me :) I'm working on embracing my difference still. It's a hard process when you're losing those who were close to you, but I am trying. And having the support you're giving definitely breaks my feeling of alone. Thank you for that! :) all I've ever needed was help, and this helps tremendously!

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HaleyHellacious
Posts: 18

May 28 2014, 01:04 PM

No problem. Just remember, I'm here for you. Just keep on keepin on. Contact me if you need something c:

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