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Hey, I know exactly how you feel about the running away situation. I''ve been through it and it honestly is not a good experience. I remember my dogs held me back and I knew I couldn't bring them because I didn't even have the money for myself. I was so ready to go but was worried what would happen. I did go to my mum and she told me that if I left she'd be Heart broken and even though we might not get along and sometimes she comes across as she doesn't love me and she doesn't care she wouldnt be able to live if I wasn't there. That made me feel worse knowing that I was not only hurting myself by going but I was hurting my family. I was hurting myself because I wasn't allowing myself to be loved and wasn't giving anyone a chance. I still want to leave but I just think that I have shelter I get food that's already better off then some people .. you might hate it but I learned we have to go through things we hate to get too the things we love ... I am still going through crap and want to die but I also want to get better and if I had to go through all this to get to the better side I'll give my best attempt... And even though you might not feel it you are loved your dog and your cat love you even if you might think there only animals or think it's sad that you feel loved only by your animals I think being loved by an animal is one of the best things and an animals love is so strong for the one that owns it .. your really lucky to have too animals that look at you like your god lol :). That's the way I put it and it makes me greatful to have too dogs that make me feel happy :D. I know that might not of helped but I'm here if you ever need to talk as I under stand :) Hope it helped :)

Hi there! First of all well done on saving up the $200, you obviously have been feeling strongly about this for some time and its natural that you want to find out where your mother is and the reasons for her leaving. However running away may not get you any closer to finding out the answer. You clearly love your Dad and he loves you too, and you may be running away from the love you have and be disspointed by what you find. Of course you will wish that you could have your mom there to love you too, but try and focus on the relationship with your dad and support each other! Just imagine how he would feel if he lost you too. Your pets are also very important to you, no doubt they would pine for you and you would be walking out on them in the same way as your mom walked out on you! Try and think about them when you feel lonely and know that they look up to you and need you to care for them!AS Broken Princess says you are the one they depend on most and being loved by an animal is very special. When you get a bit older, hopefully you can relocate to where you would like to live if you still feel that way. It would be dangerous for you to leave now with no home, food or means of keeping yourself, but once all those things are in place I'm sure your dad wouldn't object to you moving out, and even if he does he would respect your desicion. Perhaps then you could go about tracing your mom and meeting up with her if she allowed it. You may feel you could understand her reasons for leaving a bit more too even if it still hurts to think she left you. I really hope you reconsider, if you would like to talk more in-depth or your'e still having doubts feel free to talk! Best Wishes :)

I'm finally NOT going to RUN AWAY... But I'm leaving first thing tmr outta town for a week or two to get my head straight. I will come back and when I come back, I'm taking my cat with me. My dog is staying with my dad, since he is both of ours anyways. I'll plan this all out, in time... Thanks guys, but I think I have to find my way on my own. I probably will reconsider, but I AM leaving for a couple days at the least. :/

I hope things sort themselves out for you. Take care and speak soon.

I'm in Mtl. I just arrived! I went to see my step-father and step-sister. I love her; she's 8 years old and super adorable! I missed her sooo much. Next stop, Kingston, Ontario