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Drummer_Boy
Posts: 22
I can't take this... Jul 18 2014, 12:14 AM
Is this really all life is cut out to be?.. Unsupportive parents and and emotionally and physically abusive asshole of a brother? No friends that live nearby or if they do, it's miracle I get to see them? I thought I saw hope and happiness here. Another future. But of course, I was just so desperate to be happy I was just imagining things. Everytime I make a new friend to help ease my loneliness, they disappear. Either my mental issues scare them away or they never cared about me in the first place... Only they pretended they did. I thought maybe if I took a chance and tried to meet new people, I might be happy. Worst mistake of my life... I'm never going to socialize again :'( both two times I tried, I ended up ditched, or lost all my trust in a heart beat. People can literally die from broken hearts. I can die at any minute and I don't want to die with this pathetic waste of a life... I thought life was at some point supposed to be fun and meaningful. That we could all be ourselves and be happy with that. Nope... I don't want to die yet I can just about say I'm ready to... I've been crying myself to sleep these past few nights and that probably won't change... What if where I'm moving is just as bad or worse? I'll refuse to carry on this life if my own form of heaven on earth is a lie too.. Why is just some compassion too much to ask for?...

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Eternalxox
Posts: 157
Jul 18 2014, 06:50 AM
I know how u feel. And it is completely worth it. I've went through so much pain and misery but yet there's still something that make me insanely happy here. When I socialize it doesn't work work out either but sometimes it does, and when it does it pays off, I promise.
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Jinxx2016
Posts: 10
Jul 18 2014, 09:56 PM
Alec...message me please? :/
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Staved_Soul
Posts: 1
Jul 19 2014, 05:18 PM
Yeah life's shit for most of us. It'll take more than two times to really make a friend. The mental issue thing is ok... Just don't be one of those people who kill themselves... I find that would be rather sad. :/
Kasa
Posts: 18
Jul 20 2014, 12:26 PM
You see life as you feel in the moment. When you feel bad, everything else seems to be negative as well.. Maybe you could try not to depend on friends. It is said that friends are not mandatory, you take them as they are or leave them - that´s it. Here on soemo is basically everyone your friend :) So feel free to talk to anyone who seems instrest in you. You can message me if you want to, I´d be your friend.

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