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xXMyChemicalLoverxX
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Purge Story Aug 04 2015, 03:37 PM

Im probally gonna get told that im seeking here but honestly i just want to vent and have somewhere i can put this. This is my 4th day purging after i have been living at my grandparents house for a few months. I recently left my mums house because of our shitty relationship consisting of her abusing me. When i say abusing me, i dont mean she would hit me or anything, she would just always go on about my weight and how i look fat in everything i wore. She would always tell me that i would never find someone to love me because i was to fat and wasnt beautiful. This started when i was about 10, the same time that my dad left my mum because he couldnt take it. This led to me self harming my arms and legs and i had my first suicide attempt at 12. This was after somthing horrible happened to me. Which i dont really want to mention right now. But im in a relationship now and its going great. I love him to bits, but its just that i have many days where i just find myself in a dark place and i cant get out. Sorry if you dont want to hear this but i havent vented like this and i feel like i really need to. If youve read this than thank you for reading my story and i will be adding the rest of my story.

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