Valerie
28 / Female / New York City, United States
Bisexual
Member since:
Nov 18, 2018
Last online:
May 14, 2019
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About Me
Hiiii, I've never been good at these even in my myspace days but I'll try and make an effort P:
I don't know if I'd openly still consider myself emo but deep down 14 yr old me is still alive and well, daydreaming about Alex Gaskarth, warped tour, and emo fashion and demanding current me still listen to plenty of emo bands that were huge in the 2000s.
This site makes me feel so warm bc I never really had friends irl that were also into emo stuff so I kind of just buried it and never got to express myself much besides online, haha.
I have p bad social anxiety but it's weird to talk about so I def don't bring it up often. I only want to mention it here bc I get way too nervous to reply to people, unfortunately, soooo I'm kind of just here to look around and be nostalgic and remember how happy all this stuff made me.
I don't really know what else to put here... I don't want to tell the internet my entire lame life story, but a short version would prob give more insight into my personality I guess so let's try it. I grew up in NYC or more accurately NY state (and sometimes NJ). I've moved literally as many times as years I've been alive... or more! No, mine isn't a military family, just really dysfunctional lmao. I was already a rly shy, anxious kid bc my dad sucks as a parent and when he moved in with us when I was like 9, it sure did make things worse! But it's chill; I may be a little~emotionally unavailable~but I'm still rly self aware and friendly. Borderline subby with how happy I am to do things for other people... but uh anyway. I was homeschooled through high school which probably contributed to even more introversion and so now I self-isolate a lot! I'm not whining, just stating facts ok. I do love talking to people but I get nervous too easily so I tend to just keep to myself.
I was really into One Direction from 2011 to like 2016. I still love them but since they... went on break... I have to admit don't pay too much attention to them anymore. I do still adore and treasure Louis Tomlinson tho. That might not be very ~emo~ but Louis is an actual angel and if I could talk about anything for hours, he's definitely the topic.
Currently I mostly just watch a loooot of Youtube. People I watch the most right now are:
Trae Crowder (if you're wondering about my political views, he sums most of them up in his videos lmao),
Drew Monson (altho he doesn't post anymore, his content is rly relatable for depressed/anxious people),
Shane Dawson (one of the people I've watched since 2008), and of course, another of the oldest channels I used to watch in like 2008 that most of you guys either know or would probably just like most,
Damon Fizzy. The iconic, the sweetest, a genuine angel and imo king of soft emo kids everywhere.
Hmmm, some other random stuff:
I have 3 pups, I speak pretty fluent spanish (altho my grammar is shit), I care a loooooot about the LGBTQ community and uhh here's my blog!!
