Dec 14 2012, 05:14 PM

Depression is a disease no one should go through Sorrow is a giant no one should face Grief is a shadow ready to confuse While's Despair is taking it's place Anger's a mountain ready to break down Rage is a volcano ready to explode Wrath is an earthquake dividing our grounds Fury is standing strong and bold Hate is burning our lives Loath is turning us the wrong way Jealousy is blinding our eyes Envy is leading us astray Confusion is making us desperate Mystery is making us seek The awnsers we have but don't appreciate The feelings we claim to be weak Cutting tries to make it better Burning takes away the pain And even if we do 'em together We will never be the same It's harder when you're lonely To let family and friends in To have a person you really love And walk hand in hand with her/him And even though I claim I know what your going through To who do you blame When there's someone suffering worse than you There's a difference between what we make And no matter how much you try to hide out And a limit to the things we can take And void emotions to fill the doubt Live your life Like every happy moment Ment to realise To encourage us to keep What's meant of hopes and dream To encourage us to keep Even through the hard times Hands clenched Arms open wide Close your eyes And embrace What you think your not meant to be I can't lead you far You have to make choices I can't tell you when or how To listen to real voices Or where to turn If you ever feel down Get Up Stand Up Come out Stand Out Say It SHOUT IT Clear you minds of all doubts & questions

Aug 15 2012, 10:43 PM

"Rio, stay with me this time" My best-friend, Kate Mclows dragged me into the living room, Where two fuming parents sat at the edge of the couch glaring at the me...or the fridge. "Jeez, what did the fridge ever do to you?" I asked them as my best friend dragged me to her parents. Yep I said her parents...mine used to torture and abuse me so somehow, somehow Kate convinced her parents to let me stay here instead of there. Ive been here for a month so far and I have only gotten better a slight bit but I still have insomnia yep and its chronic. Either that or I cant seem to get rid of it without taking in these pills that rarely ever work. I still have bruises all over my body due to my past I painted my lips black because I looked naturally had a baby face. I took one last look at myself before turning back to Meet the Mclows. "Missy! What are these?" Ms. Mclow says questions me holding up a envelope. "I believe thats an envelope, mam" I answered her. But instead of helping she frowned and glared at me and I could have sworn I saw smoke coming out from here ears. "I.Know.What.It.Is!" Mr.Mclow yelled. "Why do you always have to be such a delinquent al-" Mrs.Mclow was cut off when her daughter walked in angelically. "Take an example from Katie over there, she's always on the right track. She never drinks, never sleeps around with all those HIV Possesed Mongrels like you do, And what is with that crazy hair dye darling you looked like a ********(You wouldn't wanna know what she said, trust me) And how can anyone live wearing such skimpy clothing?" I held the bridge of my nose for a while bouncing on the balls of my feet. "Mrs.Mclow, with all due respect. This is NOT Hair Dye neither do I Sleep around with boys and I dont drink, dont smoke and the only time I have inhaled Marijuana was when my mother forced me but you wouldn't know about anything like that because you never really look at anything before opening your mouth-" I was cut off by a slap. "|'ve had enough of that type of talk Missy, this is not your house it's mine and as long as you are living under my roof you are going to live under every rule. Rule 1; No You, You, You, In my face get rid off those freaking delinquencies, and if you do not wash out all that die I will not hesistate to shave you bald-" "Whatever" I said when she was done yapping, I didn't listen to the rest and so as soon as she was done I trudged back into the room, closed the door behind me and then I looked at this room for once, smiling at what I saw. 5 minutes later "Um Rio, I want to apologize for my behavior be-, where are you going?" She asked me. I shrugged and grabbed my suitcase. "I'm going home." I said dragging the suitcase down from the bed. "But-What-Why" She stammered as I passed her propping the suitcases out of the room. I grabbed my handbag and stuffed it in my bag pack. I wore the bag pack and extended the handle of the suitcase dragging it down the hallway with me. On the way to the kitchen I grabbed a cookie. She followed me all the way downstairs still trying to convince me not to leave whiles I just shook my head. I walked out the front door and was about to close it when she but her feet in between the small passage. I sighed, turned around and began walking back to the house. I guessed she thought I was coming back because her face stretched into a wide small. I smiled back and stopped in front of the front door and her. I dropped the keys down her hands and then I dug in my pocket and gave her 500$ "That's the months school fees and everything other "delinquency" " I said. With that I nodded a brief goodbye before leaving her and her family. I felt a slight pinch in my shorts pocket and I dug in to find their house key. "Guess I'm not living under your roof anymore." With that I threw the key into the lake. I stood there for a while wondering what to do next. "No other choice, guess I'm going home" a