Open your eyes
Now is the time
To rise up
With darkness, we'll still shine
Idolized and despised
Wrong or right
We'll make it through to the other side Rise and Shine, by Blood On The Dance Floor
Cheyenne (Summer Marie) /).(\
25 / Female / New Boston, United States
Pansexual / Forever Alone
Member since:
Jun 15, 2013
Last online:
Apr 03, 2015
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About Me
im a bunny shh, dun tell anyone. im relatively a happy person on the outside but im somewhat sensitive and my friend always complains that I never fight back against people who walk all over me I cant be mean. I love candy, cake, and anything sweet or sour. I love it when people have long hair I just wanna sit there and pet it but I suppose thats considered weird to some people e.e pfft im not the prettiest girl in the world and im not the skinniest..but I am rather nice and I love making friends. I want to be a male...but so far it has not been working out too well, and I hope that when I get older i can be a tattoo artist :3
Favourite Music
Black Sabbath, Marilyn Manson, Rob Zombie, Attila, Papa Roach, Theory of a Deadman, Escape the Fate, Of Mice and Men, Brokencyde, Three Days Grace, Five Finger Death Punch, Black Veil Brides, Bring Me The Horizon, Bullet for my Valentine, Sleeping with Sirens, Pierce the Veil, Vampires Everywhere, Mumford and Sons, System of a Down, My Chemical Romance, Fallout Boy, Skillet, Seether, Skrillex, Pendulum, We Came As Romans, August Burns Red, Abandon All Ships, Rolling Stones, A Beautiful Lotus, SID, Shinee, Super Junior, Nuest, Kanon Wakeshima, Vocaloid, Gazette, Malice Mizer
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Django Unchained, Grave Encounters, Mama, Star Trek: Into Darkness, Sherlock, Doctor Who, Black Butler, Soul Eater, Bleach, Fruits Basket, Ouran Highschool, Harry Potter, Evil Dead, Joe Dirt, Tommy Boy, Les Miserables, Batman, Supernatural, The Hobbit, Lord of the Rings, The Croods, The Labyrinth, The Outsiders Hush Hush, World War Z, Death and Decay, Darkest Powers series, The Giver, The Outsiders, The Lord of the Rings series, Harry Potter, Paper Towns, Will Greyson Will Greyson, The Fault In Our Stars
Education / Occupation
9th grader in Highschool,o.o occupation?-student I guess
Ever since I became 10, I was always self conscious about my weight..now I realize, 120 pounds would be a great weight..ever since then, I've tried so hard, ate as well as I could, exercised as hard as I could, and nothing ever changes..I don't like bathing suits because I feel so big..I'm curvy, and my weight, though 160, isn't too bad, I still can't find myself good enough. I have to look in the mirror everyday and cry. Why smile when you don't like what you see? Just cry and say "I hate you" until you've broken your own heart. I've always wished I could be pretty or attractive to someone, but I know it'll never happen. I sit everyday and look at all my friends who are gorgeous and skinny and feel like I can never look like them. My ex boyfriend used to tell me I wasn't big enough for him..I needed shorter hair...it never helped. I just feel/felt like I could never be good enough, but I can never tell anyone this, because if I do I'm an "attention whore" or a liar.. I mean, no one wants to hear how I feel when I could be helping them instead..I suppose no one will know that I cry over being imperfect..no one will know that no matter how many times I sit there and comfort those who matter to me, I always seem to be alone because they'd never understand how I feel, would never care to..I'm aware I just wasted this journal..I guess the day just drained me. ^,~,^ well..bai
