Ashley Rocketship
29 / Female / California, United States
Straight / Forever Alone
Member since:
Jan 20, 2013
Last online:
Jun 05, 2020
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About Me
im a big music quoter. im not even kidding. I love the movies and of course the "emo" or "scene" look. I love cats and no its not an obsession. I skateboard and in the process of learning guitar. Its quite amazing actually. other than that im really terrible and writing "all about me" stuff.... i like the color blue. True fact is that I'm known for drawing well and being good at math. I have a light temper that I wonderfully received from my father. My hair is brown with black roots with a bit of blonde highlights and my eyes are hazel with a touch green which only eyes in person you can see it. I'm 5' in height and I'm considered a shorty to majority of my friends. I don't deal with drama and I dance, yet I suck at it but it lets me relieve my stress. I RECENTLY GOT ADDICTED TO ANIME AND MANGA. I FELT LIKE SHARING THIS BECAUSE IT IS SO FREAKING AMAZING THAT I JUST CANT HANDLE IT.
Favourite Music
Suicide silence, pierce the veil, iron maiden, led zeppelin, of mice and men, falling in reverse. sleeping with sirens, attack attack, hopes die last, bring me the horizon, asking alexandria, Flux Pavillion, Skrillex, Monstercat, Alesana, Mayday Parade, Chelsea Grin, Memphis May Fire, the story so far, avion roe, her bright skies... too many to name c:
Favourite Films / TV / Books
horror, comedy & action movies<3
Crank Series by Ellen Hopkins <3
Black Bird (manga series)
Death Note (manga series)
Black Butler (holy fucking shit its so amazing manga series)
Let's see how this goes.
Relationships are too hard to handle. It's not that I like to be alone to my lonesome self; I just can't seem to handle the fact of the other person. Being in a relationship has it's ups and downs. But now, I am at my down. I don't like the feeling of being attached. He tries to control me like nonstop, he claims this is "love". He became obsessive, and it is driving me crazy.
I can't blame him (well actually I can, if I desired to). But this... is too much. The fact he dislikes me having friendships with more guys than girls is overwhelming. He has misunderstood the fact, he is one of my best friends; however, he can't accept i have more male friends? This isn't coming to my liking. I'm not trying to be selfish. After 4 months of being in a relationship, I rarely saw him, never really facetime and he doesn't attend the same school. School is about to start in less than a month, and now it's time for a fresh start. To have last year brushed away, and this year to begin. Meaning, I don't want a boyfriend. The only issue I see is, how he's going to take it. Lately (the past two days now), I have been completely ignoring his text messages and his comments on IG. I feel partially bad, but i don't. I need my space, and I've been thinking things over. Now I am not sure how I want to end things with him. ouchhh...
I fallen back in the ocean blue. The waves crashing into each other while I'm there drowning not even tempting to save myself anymore. either way your end is death.
here's to the days I never wanna wake up
here's to the nights where I stay up all night
I feel like falling down never getting back up on me feet
screaming in vein til I no longer can sing
Tell me maybe do you know how it feels to be in the ocean deep with no Gil's to breathe?
Tell me maybe i wont be lost in this world til the day i die? I fear the worst alright.
the glimpse of the day burns my eyes
i cant forget the daylight your memory lies there
We had fallen down like shooting stars
I wish we could go back to being glamorous stats
please tell me why I actually care?
when I ever felt was..
the pain you have.
the pain you gave.
and lastly
the pain you torture me with.
I don't like but it doesn't stop you.
thanks for the love. I really appreciate it.
