my name is amber

my only nickname that i have stuck with from day one is bambie as it means loads to me
i was born on tuesday 14th 1993
making me 17
my hair is naturally dark brown looks black my hair was perfectly fine and curly
AND THEN I DISCOVERED THINGS CALLED STRAIGHTNERS CURLING IRONS AND HAIRDYE and from that day my hair hates me
i have brown eyes
i love someone i won't deny the fact that he makes my heart skip a beat and i can't help but smile when i think of him i know our relationship isn't perfect but i'd never have it any other way
i have low self esteem and take things to heart but that doesn't give anyone the right to push me around
i close myself into these four walls and pretend i'm sane when all i'm doing is breaking and the pieces won't fit anymore so i've given up
i have trouble trusting people so if you can't deal with that then by all means fuck off
i will no longer be a victim of you're cruel nature i may not be able to stand up for myself and maybe i let people control my life but the scars can fade doesn't mean the hurt has too
i have snakebites and my septum pierced
a grim reaper tattoo on my back
i am getting a new tattoo soon (please don't put me in a sterotypical group because i have piercings and tattoo's)
if i hurt you in anyway i'm sorry i'm not used to people being nice to me so i tend to push people away
talking about stuff can help my problems ...... what if my problem is i can't talk to people then what do i do ?
there are a few people i trust just because you're on my facebook does not make us friends
my favourite colours are red,purple and black

i have a strange sense of humour and have an thing with rocking back and forth like a rocking horse

screaming in the train that the aliens are coming and clapping like a retarded seal because me and luke are just too cool whilst i hug myself and rock back and forth

the things i hate

• Obsessive girlfriends and boyfriends I mean we get it you’re dating them we aren’t planning a kidnap mission we will not steal you’re boyfriend or girlfriend ceasefire
• Sluts,whores and slag’s I mean you’re parent’s must be proud that you’re legs open like a convenience store door
• Plastic fantastic Barbie dolls would you like me to buy you a Barbie box as well?
• People that make fun of depression and people feeling suicidal unless you’ve walked a mile in their shoes sit down and shut the fuck up
• Tourists on buses in Enfield town and oxford circus little hint for you people THEY HAVE TREE’S GRASS AND SHOPS IN OTHER PLACES OF THE WORLD STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREETS IN LARGE GROUPS STARING AT SHOPS PISS ME OFF
• Fake friends no I don’t want to be friends with someone who fucks off when they think their in love or because they think the bitch who used to make them cry wants to be their best friend now because honey let me tell you something don’t be alarmed when you’re all alone and everyone’s moved on you pushed them away
• That little yellow triangle with the black explanation mark that comes up when you’re internet has lost connection it is evil

things i like

• Honesty I don’t want you to walk around on egg shells thinking could I should I o what If upset her I prefer honesty to a cold hearted lie
• Music I can’t live without out it’s like some people believe in god I believe in music some people pray I turn up the radio
• My phone and me will take over the world (Luke say’s so)
• My true friend’s they’ve been there for me from the start and I love them loads
• My piercing’s and tattoo they make me feel happy so shhhhhhhh and go away