Apr 22 2017, 07:16 PM

My mom won't let me go see one of my favorite bands live and the venue is an hour away from my house. I can drive and pay for it myself but she said no so i can't even go. its bullshit. when am i ever going to be able to see them again? Im KMS. thanks mom. ~Banana

Apr 22 2017, 01:55 AM

I think a journal is cool, but I never know what to write. Not sure if I should talk about the shit in my life or just write random thoughts or stories. I guess I'll do both. Today was a pretty shit day but I got the shit to help distract me. Not sure what I did wrong in life to deserve this, but either way, it Fucking SUCKS. I always seem to loose those close to me, sometimes my fault, sometimes not. Everyone always leaves me, and I've come to accept it. I ain't even sad anymore i guess. Just numb and adjusted. Home life is rocky and depressing. School is not much better. But i think its safe to say that I'd rather be at school than be at home right now. I normally don't cry in public but today pushed me over my limits. It wasn't even because I am sad, well i am sad, but thats not the point. I was so angry and done i just cried a little bit. You ever feel that way? it sucks. And i feel weak for even crying, but i am weak. I am not a superhuman; I can't be perfect and always collected. I have my moments. well i guess i'll leave this here for anyone who cares to read about my shit life. And if you've managed to read this far, then congrats. Im shocked as to why anyone would want to read about my life or listen to me whine and bitch. Bye. ~Bananamontana