Jan 11 2022, 04:44 AM

I have a lot on my mind and a lot to let off my chest so if you read this please don't judge me.

I have a girl that I like a lot and we are friends and work together. I know that she is very independent

and doesn't rely on anyone. I dated her for a little while and we broke up cause i screwed up.

I can't get her out of my head anymore and have mental anguish over it. I know she cares and stuff

like that but i feel like when i ask her about if i have a chance to get back with her its kind of a sarcastic

maybe just to string me along. I shouldn't feel this way since she herself has said she likes me as

a friend and more. I worry what the more is and I know i shouldn't cause for my birthday i asked if

i could have a second chance at being the man that takes care of her and she said maybe. 

I know its an extremely long shot but i dont want to lose her. I need someone to help me calm my mind and listen to what i have to say and maybe give me some advice on how to cope with my anxiety. I know no one knows me on here and i would love to get to know a lot of you but the fact is that i know barely anyone will even message me for a hi or even a go fuck yourself but thats ok. i just need someone to help me and listen to what i have to say cause i dont want to bother her with my thoughts since they are all about her and how amazing she is as a person a mother and a beautiful woman that i would die for. if you want to listen just message me if not thats fine i just need to let this off my chest. thanks for reading if you did.