What fate has led me here... Oh please forgive me dear
I don't know if I could survive on my own (my own)
I could have married you instead I buried you
Now I will see if I can fall asleep alone (alone) A Lunatic's Lament, by Alesana
Steph
25 / Female / California, United States
Bisexual / Single
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Feb 05, 2019
Last online:
May 27, 2019
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About Me
Hi!
I'm a person who really loves the emo music and subculture. I like riding around on a razor scooter like it's actually cool, hanging out with my cat, playing the mandolin I wish was a guitar, and making holiday cards for fun, cause I'm kinda lame.
Favourite Music
My Chemical Romance, especially The Black Parade. That album got me through some pretty rough times
Sorority Noise, right now my favorite song by them is Art School Wannabe.
I listen to some Microwave, my favorite song by them is Lighterless.
Old school Paramore is amazing, especially since it's the only major Emo band with a female vocalist.
I'm also into Black Veil Brides, Boys Like Girls, and some Jimmy Eat World.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
TV:
American Horror Story is my favorite show right now(Favorite Seasons: Murder House, Asylum, Freak Show, Cult)
I also LOVE You're the Worst on FXX/Streams on Hulu. Someone, please watch this show with me, it's amazing.
I'm into period dramas like Downton Abbey, Peaky Blinders, and Outlander.
Movies:
Atonement
Mr. Nobody
Titanic
The Artist
La La Land
The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Books I've read that pop into my mind often:
The Great Gatsby
Gone With the Wind
Frankenstein
Education / Occupation
High School: Graduated
College: Attending, 2nd year
Who I'd Like To Meet
Friends who are also emo! I'm so lonely! Sometimes being emo is like showing up to a party when it's already over.
~First Jornal~
Hello World!
It's me, a filthy Emo. How is it out there? I hope y'all aren't as sad and anxious as I am right now. I've moved home for the summer and it's hell here. I don't know anyone, and the few people I know are from my childhood and I wouldn't choose to be friends with them today. My cat/bestfriend died recently.
I can see him behind my eyelids. All the time. I miss him so much. Idk. It just hurts so much sometimes. If I didn't actively try to stop crying. I think It would just go on forever. I would turn into a puddle of tears. Maybe I am a puddle of tears. Who knows.
