Oct 25 2015, 07:42 PM

MyChem >>>>> sleep

Aug 14 2014, 12:45 PM

Okay, things are getting better since the last time I wrote here. I mean, yeah, I 'm still felling like I don't belong here, like I don't deserve to live but whatever. Sometimes I can even feel happiness. It's strange, really. Some days I'm like Alice in Wonderland. High because of drugs. Some days I'm like Little Red Riding Hood. Walking in the dark waiting for the Big Bad Wolf to eat me alive.

Dec 01 2013, 09:57 PM

Today is my birthday. I just wanna die.

Nov 29 2013, 09:25 PM

I wanna say that I'm sorry for not being here recently. But it's not an happy time for me, you know. I start cutting again to keep the voices out of my mind and everything seems dark and hopeless and I'm so depressed. I'm so sorry guys. Really sorry. Really sorry. I think about commit, well, everyday. Especially when I'm alone, so the most of the time. I have lost all my sense control. I'm numb. I can't feel. All I can think about is suicide and, fuck, I need to die. I deserve to die. I'm a bad person and no one deserve to have me around. Every night I pray the Lord to take away my soul. Because when I wake up I'm feeling like a failure and I cut and I'm so sorry for everything. Including my terrible english, but I'm crying and I can't see very well at the moment.