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ChelseaF96
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Chelsea Faulkner
28 / Female / North Carolina, United States
Straight / Single & Looking
Member since: Feb 13, 2015
Last online: Mar 04, 2015

Current rating: No rating yet/10 (0 votes cast)

About Me

Ellos!! ^-^ My name is Chelsea c:
im 18, im a very friendly person till you get on my bad side .-. .,. which is only possible by screwing with my friends >->..

Favourite Music

... I have too much music I love XD... well theres never too much c:

Some examples;
G'N'R, BVB, BOTDF, SWS, BFMV, HIM, Three Days Grace, Green Day, Motley Crue, Alice Cooper, Kid Rock, Hinder, Avenged Sevenfold, etc. ... I really love old rock a lot more o.o.. Its life3

Favourite Films / TV / Books

Anything horror and anime XD Romance books c:

Education / Occupation

im in high school, 12th grade about to graduate c:

Who I'd Like To Meet

Andy Biersack3

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- An old picture o:

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- I was trying to be cute T^T

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Feb 25 2015, 02:59 PM
-sighs-.. because I never really told anyone.. I'mma talk about the stuff my ex did to me</3 Well.. His name is Zack, at first I only thought of him as my friend, he tried to date me for two months, then we got out for summer. We stopped talking over summer. Then when school started back, we started talking again, but he had a girlfriend.. He broke up with her and that's when we became closer again and started talking more. So he asked me out, of course I said yes because I decided to give him a chance.. Well at first I pushed him away to see if I could trust him.. And he went back to that ex, and told her that he missed and loved her too. I should have left right then and there, but I didn't. I took his word that he wouldn't talk to her again. But he talked to her twice after that.. and one time I couldn't take it and ended up self harming.. again.. He ended up breaking his hand because he got that upset about it.. Besides that everything was perfectly fine, we were happy. I fell in love with him so much.. But.. then the verbal abuse started.. He accused me of cheating, he called me names; b*tch, whore, slut. He told me to go screw other guys.. yet I stayed because I loved him... Everyone told me he was cheating on me.. I didn't care. I had him. I could call him mine. I put up with the abuse, I pushed it aside.. even when I looked my friends in the eyes and said "I'm fine", with tears running down my face. I had no friends with him, he made me drop them all.. Though I secretly talked to two of my friends because I needed help.. I stayed with him through it all, because I believed he loved me.. We lasted 5 months. At the beginning of February, we ended up breaking up and getting back together.. February 3rd was our five months, that day was perfect.. Everything was perfect.. Till, the next day.. I don't know why. But the accusing got worse.. I knew he was talking to this girl he called his "Friend". I got upset about it and tried talking to him about it.. that didn't work, he just ignored me and didn't listen, he wouldn't give me his phone either.. We had one class together, which is where this all took place.. I sat next to him, I asked him for the phone because I wanted to do something cute on his phone. He refused to give me the phone though, so I kinda got worried and tried asking him why. He ended up cursing me out and saying, "I can't do this anymore"... So.. I of course took it as a break up and moved seats.. and he kept texting my phone saying stuff like, "Who you fucking now?", "which fuck buddy did you cheat on me with?", "How many guys did you fuck? 20?", "Ha I knew it thats why you won't answer XD"... I on the other hand, was listening to music and texting my best friend so I wouldn't cry. But then he grabs my phone and see's that it was my best guy friend, and flips out. He threatened to break my phone, so I had to get a teacher involved in it, and they got my phone back and took him to the office.. and as he was leaving he said this, "You're a fat bitch, you need to lose some weight"... I've honestly never felt so much pain in my life.. being betrayed like that by someone I loved so much.. after we broke up, he started dating his "friend", and he admitted he cheated on me with her and some other girl at our school.. .. I still love him though.. its sad.. that after being treated like that, being put down by someone I loved so dearly, I still love him. But, I'm forcing myself to move on. I can't let anything keep me down.

Feb 25 2015, 02:59 PM

-sighs-.. because I never really told anyone.. I'mma talk about the stuff my ex did to me</3 Well.. His name is Zack, at first I only thought of him as my friend, he tried to date me for two months, then we got out for summer. We stopped talking over summer. Then when school started back, we started talking again, but he had a girlfriend.. He broke up with her and that's when we became closer again and started talking more. So he asked me out, of course I said yes because I decided to give him a chance.. Well at first I pushed him away to see if I could trust him.. And he went back to that ex, and told her that he missed and loved her too. I should have left right then and there, but I didn't. I took his word that he wouldn't talk to her again. But he talked to her twice after that.. and one time I couldn't take it and ended up self harming.. again.. He ended up breaking his hand because he got that upset about it.. Besides that everything was perfectly fine, we were happy. I fell in love with him so much.. But.. then the verbal abuse started.. He accused me of cheating, he called me names; b*tch, whore, slut. He told me to go screw other guys.. yet I stayed because I loved him... Everyone told me he was cheating on me.. I didn't care. I had him. I could call him mine. I put up with the abuse, I pushed it aside.. even when I looked my friends in the eyes and said "I'm fine", with tears running down my face. I had no friends with him, he made me drop them all.. Though I secretly talked to two of my friends because I needed help.. I stayed with him through it all, because I believed he loved me.. We lasted 5 months. At the beginning of February, we ended up breaking up and getting back together.. February 3rd was our five months, that day was perfect.. Everything was perfect.. Till, the next day.. I don't know why. But the accusing got worse.. I knew he was talking to this girl he called his "Friend". I got upset about it and tried talking to him about it.. that didn't work, he just ignored me and didn't listen, he wouldn't give me his phone either.. We had one class together, which is where this all took place.. I sat next to him, I asked him for the phone because I wanted to do something cute on his phone. He refused to give me the phone though, so I kinda got worried and tried asking him why. He ended up cursing me out and saying, "I can't do this anymore"... So.. I of course took it as a break up and moved seats.. and he kept texting my phone saying stuff like, "Who you fucking now?", "which fuck buddy did you cheat on me with?", "How many guys did you fuck? 20?", "Ha I knew it thats why you won't answer XD"... I on the other hand, was listening to music and texting my best friend so I wouldn't cry. But then he grabs my phone and see's that it was my best guy friend, and flips out. He threatened to break my phone, so I had to get a teacher involved in it, and they got my phone back and took him to the office.. and as he was leaving he said this, "You're a fat bitch, you need to lose some weight"... I've honestly never felt so much pain in my life.. being betrayed like that by someone I loved so much.. after we broke up, he started dating his "friend", and he admitted he cheated on me with her and some other girl at our school.. .. I still love him though.. its sad.. that after being treated like that, being put down by someone I loved so dearly, I still love him. But, I'm forcing myself to move on. I can't let anything keep me down.

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