Let me up
Let me out
My lips are trembling
And I cannot make a sound
My love betrays me
Is this almost over now?
The walls caved in
The roof fell down
And I am finally
Tired of the lying
And the cloud
That follows you.
My Darkest Hour, by Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Chloe Holmes-Newman
27 / Female / East Yorkshire, United Kingdom
Pansexual / Single
Member since:
Oct 20, 2012
Last online:
Jun 08, 2013
Current rating: 10.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
Hi my name is Chloe, i am 15 years old, and 5 ft 6". i am a paranoid going schizophrenic, i am bi-sexual with bipolar, i love hanging out with my friends, listening to music or writing lyrics.
I am not your typical 15 year old girl, obsessed with make up and their hair, i love going to the skate park and skating the sets :) I am weird, have random outburst and say what i feel, if you as i have no speech filter...
Music is my life and i don't think i would be here if it did not exist.
I also take things very seriously, so i hate being messed about with, or people playing on my paranoia...
I have been messed about so much by both guys and girls, and i am not going to say "they are all the same" because you are not, everyone is unique and an individual, just some guys choose to follow their friends like a sheep.
So if there is anything else you want to know ask me, i don't bite .... hard
(b.t.w my sister is the tiniest girl in Britain)
I hate homophobic people, being bi sexual/gay/lesbian is not a lifestyle choice, it is how we feel, does it matter whether we are attracted to the same sex, at least we are finding our own place to fit in this world and be loved for being ourselves,
I love my Big Brother/Best Friend Ronniegasm :3 he is amazing, he is there for me when i have no one else to talk to, he knows and understands what i go through and always knows how to make me smile <3
Favourite Music
Listening to music, i listen to it that loud i am oblivious to quiet sounds. my favourite bands are; Black Veil Brides You Me At Six Bring Me The Horizon We Are The In Crowd All Time Low Breathe Carolina Enter Shikari Hollywood Undead Avenged Sevenfold Forever The Sickest Kids Paramore Rise Against A Day To Remember Skrillex Framing Hanley Good Charlotte Asking Alexandria Maralyn Manson Tonight Alive Black Tide Deaf Havana Linkin Park Twin Atlantic Young Guns Lostprohets Metro Station Boys Like Girls Don Broco Bullet For My Valentine Fall Out Boy Yashin A Day To Remember Blink 182 NeverShoutNever Greenday My Chemical Romance Bowling For Soup We Are The Ocean Sleeping With Sirens A Rocket To The Moon Guns and Roses Black Sabbath Motley Crue Black Stone Cherry Halestorm Motionless in White Lostalone Your Demise
And Many More...
Favourite Films / TV / Books
I am not one who usually watches t.v but if i do, i usually watch Kerrang, Scuzz, Degrassi or The Vampire Diaries XD
I love books, that are about your mythical stereotypes, such as vampires werewolves etc etc etc...
Education / Occupation
I am currently in my last year of high school, and hating every minute of it :( can not wait to move and go to college where i actually like the people there.
Why can't people stay the hell out of mine and my best friends business.
Following us around, immature pricks.
Stereotyping us, grow some balls.
Saying things to us, why the need.?!?!
You all just need to Leave Us Alone...
I hate feeling like this, it makes me feel unsafe, vulnerable and i hate myself for it. all these mixed emotions are driving me crazy. my head and heart are not stable, my mind is telling me one thing but my heart tells me another i just don't know what to do anymore :'(
