The one who left, the one who tried
I miss your taste that's where I am
When you aren't here when you’re not here
I’ll miss your face, forever now
It's all my fault, it's over ... And The Cat Turned To Smoke, by Orchid
Andy Sullivan
27 / Male / McLean Virginia, United States
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About Me
My name is Andy if you couldn't already tell, I am 16 turning 17 in August, and am a shy little boy. I am very socially awkward and weird, but most people love me for it, not sure why. I am very artistic, and very sensitive as well as caring. Please comment, add me, message me, to your hearts content.
I LOVE THE REV!!! LIVE FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS!! <3
My view on pain:
When you have gone through pain, you want to try to make everyone around you happy in order to shield them from any pain you have felt.. However it’s impossible not to feel pain. Pain demands to be felt.. It wants to live and exists like everything else. It’s a living thing and I don’t want it to die. I will gladly let pain live in me and do what it wants to me, so it may be alive and continue to exist. Why would I take away its right to exist and wants to be known.. That is where me and pain are very similar, we both want to be known.. To be alive and never die.. To not be ignored and hated.. Pain never chose its path, it never decided on its own that it would be harmful to us. Perhaps it wanted to make us stronger inside.. Maybe… Pain truly cares about us… It wants us to suffer in the moment so we can become stronger as individuals and as people. That is why I love pain… Because it cares about us.. And truly.. It loves us…
Favourite Music
Avenged Sevenfold, Disturbed, Anthrax, Device, Black Sabbath, Dragonforce, Dream Evil, Foo Fighters, Drowning Pool, Green Day, Genesis, Fall Out Boy, Megadeath, Metallica, Offspring, Red, Staind, Icon for Hire, Guns n’ Roses, Halestorm, Killswitch Engage, Sound City, Seether, Skillet, Three Days Grace, System of a Down, Trivium, U2, Marylyn Manson, Peirce the Veil, Falling in Reverse, 30 Seconds to Mars, Good Charlotte, My Chemical Romance, Otep, Five Finger Death Punch, Art of Dying, Dream Theater, Breaking Benjamin, Shinedown, Nirvana, Evanescence, etc..
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Education / Occupation
Who I'd Like To Meet
The REV (R.I.P)
All the members of Avenged Sevenfold, Disturbed, and every band I love.
"Nothing Else Matters"
Metalica
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No nothing else matters
My Favorite Song Ever!!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=VurhzANQ_B0
A Little Piece of Heaven
Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
For me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what God would never design
Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that something would go wrong,
Before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
(Ha hahahahaha)
Conjuring her deepest fears
(Come here you fucking bitch)
Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it
She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping
Now she's just so perfect I've never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on and on and on,
I can keep you looking young and preserved forever,
With a fountain spray on your youth whenever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah yeah
But baby don't cry
Now possibilities I'd never considered,
Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved
Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears
Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it
(Eat the shit out of it)
Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave
I gotta make up for what I've done
'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burned in hell, no peace forever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah yeah
But baby don't cry
[Maniacal laughter]
I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I'll grant you one chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing
(You fucking bitch)
[Maniacal laughter]
"Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?"
"Yes, I do"
"Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?"
"I do"
"I now pronounce you..."
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah yeah
But baby don't cry
Shake me, need you to break me,
From this goddamn curse,
Feel me, need you to believe me,
I’ve been caught in these fucking lies,
Fuck it, I guess I’ll cut this,
Cut this pain in my chest,
Bleeding, not receiving,
The touch I urn for so much,
I don’t see why you can’t just love me,
Love me for who and what I am,
I don’t see why I am a burden on you,
Guess you’ll just leave me too,
Is it something I said, something I said to make you hate me instead,
Instead of your love I receive hate,
Instead of understanding, I get a load of shit,
You can’t kill me I’m already dead
Don't have a name yet, and I know this is poorly constructed, but bare with me please c:
Cyanide and Happiness
[Maniacal laughter]
All I see as I’m walking up and down the streets,
Are the eyes of the damned that are staring at me,
Their looks of disgust from their own sinful deeds,
They lick their lips with the hunger that in which they wish to feed,
The sorrow that’s in their heart that makes my soul weep,
Can’t heal their wounds that they’ve cut too deep,
Please do not steal this work.. I am trying so hard to write this song.. Please respect me and not steal this
What to do...
Ever have your friend want to sleep with you? Well my friend... Well lets call her Amber.. Says she wants to have sex with me. Now! For you people I am a virgin, so this was a huge slap in the face of realization that I could lose my v-card. However.. I don't think I should.. I cant risk losing her as a friend.. But I do like her.. She is beautiful and so so sweet.. I don't know what to do? What do you think?? Please help :c