I'm losing what's left of my dignity
But ill fight till the end for her heart
Ill never give up for what's possibly
For better for worse this love must be cursed
Holding On, by Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Madison Nicole Applejack
27 / Female / Wonderland with the Mad Hatter, United States
Single
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May 14, 2011
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hey im madison but my friends sometimes call me madi
i love texting, facebook, listening to music, reading, writing, and running (like cross country)
im a pagan, which means i believe in more than 1 god
i love my friends so much. only my best friends can see past the smile and know when im upset. also my best friend in the whole world calls me toasthead. we all think she was drunk or something that day. of course i have a nickname for her and its curly frie. we have issues :)
im quiet and shy when you first meet me. when you get to know me, i can be loud and crazy
my motto is: everyone has issues, some are just better at hiding them than others :)
im usually very happy but i do have my moments
take the time to get to know me before you judge me. like the saying "never judge a book by its cover"
my writing is very important to me. it always has a meaning and it can be a little dark
here is 1 of my poems. comment if u like it. constructive criticism is always welcome Sanctuary the darkness surrounds her frightening but oddly peaceful a sanctuary from the world the abuse, the sadness, the heartache her tears can fall freely no-one is able to judge her to stay here forever would be a dream but there are some she cant leave her friend that is always there the guy she loves with all her heart they are the reason she stays her friend listens to her her boyfriend brings a smile to her face with them, life is happy without them, what would be the point? being alone is no life to live the darkness brings peace to her busy mind it doesn't judge her it doesn't hurt her it just listens
Madison Nicole <3
i gots a phone and email so message me if you want either!!!! :)
SHOUT OUT
Jordan, i miss you. We haven't talked at all in over a week. i feel like you have totally forgotten about me :(
Favourite Music
i listen to a little bit of everything. my parents have no idea who most of these people are though
BOTDF, Escape The Fate, Black Veil Brides, Panic! at the Disco, Falling in Reverse, Paramore, Evanescence, Skillet, and more
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Movies: Cirque de Freak: the Vampire's Assistant, Iron Man 1 and 2, Thor, the X-Men movies, Harry Potter (all of them), The Green Hornet, Despicibale Me, the new Alice in Wonderland, the Twilight movies are ok, Sherlock Holmes A Game of Shadows, Paranormal Activity 3, etc
TV: SpongeBob SquarePants, Adventure Time, The Amazing World of Gumball, Supah Ninjas, Young Justice, Batman: the Brave and the Bold, Tom & Jerry, and My Little Pony Friendship is Magic!!!! plus more
Once Upon A Time and Grimm are my favorite shows. Love my fairy tales
Harry Potter series is awesome!
Twilight is ok
Witch & Wizard by James Patterson is good
The Hunger Games are awesome!
and once again the list goes on and on
Education / Occupation
still in school and plan on going to college. i wanna major in music or writing. maybe psychology........... decisions, decisions
Who I'd Like To Meet
someone who is as crazy, nerdy, random and as fun loving as i am.
authors: J.K. Rowling, James Patterson, Stephanie Myer, Suzainne Collins......
actors/actresses: everyone from the Harry Potter movies, Taylor Laughtner, Anne Hathaway, Johnny Depp, everyone from Glee......
singers/bands: Black Veil Brides, Paramore, 30 Seconds to Mars, Escape The Fate, Dahvie Vanity, Jayy Von Monroe.....
hello. im backkk. i havent been on in a while. i think a good topic for this journal would be the dream i had last night.
i was at a BOTDF concert and i had won front row seats and backstage passes. so after the concert, i went backstage to wait for Dahvie and Jayy. so i meet them and i get to hang out with them for the rest of the night. which means they are now my best friends. i wish that actually happened
you lied.
you said you loved me and asked me out
i said yes, i loved you
but what do you do?
you ask out someone else
thanks to you, i cried myself to sleep last night
i hope you're happy
my day today has been so crazy. ok, so i went to an allergist because my mom and i wanted to see if im allergic to cats. i ended up getting tested for 47 other things. i had 48 needles poke my back. my back swelled up so much and its actually still throbbing as i type this. then i got 2 needles in my arm.
i am allergic to:
tress- box elder, red cedar, american elm, white hickory, white oak, pecan, eastern sycamore, black walnut
weeds- common cocklebur, yellow dock, lamb's quarter, rough pigweed, english plantain, sheep sorrel
molds- alternaria, aspergillus, candida albbicans, fusarium, helminthosporium, hormodendrum, mucor, penicillium, rhizopus
grasses- redtop, bermuda, bluegrass ky, meadow fescue, johnson, orchard, perennial rye, timothy, sweet vernal
inhalants- cat, dog
on top of the 34 things im allergic too, i now have asthma
so yea, that was my friday :)
this journal is mostly me venting
who has had an ex boyfriend/girlfriend that wouldnt leave you current boyfriend/girlfriend alone?
im dealing with that!!!!!!
this stupid girl will not leave the person im with alone!!!!!
she keeps saying that the person im with is the one she loves and, even though she said she isnt, she is trying to ruin my relationship!
she wont leave my baby alone!
i swear if she keeps it up both of us will slap her
KAILEY WEBB IM TALKING ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm writing a new story. here is the first paragraph. tell me what you think. please and thank you :)
Sitting there, alone in the forest, Johanna realized she wasn’t alone. A pair of eyes was staring at her through the trees. She stared back. The leaves started to rustle and twigs started to break. The thing was coming closer. As it walked forward, Johanna realized what it was. It was an animal. The animal was a wolf. But, for some reason, she wasn’t scared. She stood up and started walking toward the wolf. As she got closer, she noticed that this wolf was not from this area. This was an arctic wolf. Its fur was as white as snow. Streaks of gray ran from the wolf’s muzzle to its tail. The strangest part was the eyes. The wolf did not have dark brown or gray eyes. They were blue. A piercing blue, like a Siberian husky. As Johanna got closer, she found herself mesmerized. She couldn’t tear her eyes away.
last time i posted a journal, my relationship was over. well, im back with that person :)
one of the best things is when you get to wear that person's coat. i am and i have one thing to say about it: IT SMELLS AMAZING! yes that sounds weird, but im ok with that. i know im not the only one who thinks that to. who else has worn a persons jacket and it smells amazing?
that relationship is over. on the topic of break-ups
there are 3 types of people:
1. they cry and cry and cry over that person. they wish to have them back and they wish that person would love them
2. they don't care. they were planning on dumping the bf/gf anyway. they also already have another target and are moving on like nothing happened
3. they want to destroy that person. they want to stab them with pointy objects and rip them to pieces. they want to throw something really really heavy at them, like a brick or a textbook. these are the people that have some anger issues
that would be me >:)
i get really mad. i hate seeing their face the next day. i want to hit them with my locker door. that hurts A LOT.
leave a comment and tell me which kind of person you are
Me and my friend have feelings for each other. We decided to take that step, and date. I don't think we should have. It's the same thing that happens every time. The relationship is good for a while, then things go downhill. We have grown farther apart. 1 friendship is starting to mend. Another, not at all. All the words I hear are about the person that replaced me. My current relationship isn't good, but it isn't bad either. I feel ignored, but the feeling comes often. I miss a past love. But I know it won't happen again.
People say it doesn't hurt to dream. But some dreams can never happen. It hurts when you see your dream fail
I want to tell my past love how i feel. But I don't want to feel the pain of rejection and heart ache
I guess I won't
Friends
This is a very popular topic. Maybe because lots of things happen between friends
I lost a friend through a breakup. I lost a friend and I don't even know why. Maybe it's just school. Maybe it's something else. I'm not the kind of person that is rude to people because we suddenly aren't friends. I hope that they are happy. I hope we could possibly be friends again. If not, I guess it's goodbye.
Leave a comment if you have ever lost a best friend because of something stupid. Leave a heart if you got that friend back