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soEmo.co.uk - Emo Kids - Crystal_Catastrophe

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Crystal Kryssi Bear Killer Jones
26 / Female / Indiana, United States
Pansexual / Single & Looking
Member since: Feb 24, 2013
Last online: Oct 23, 2016

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About Me

1. I'm Crystal Rose Selburn, and no one else. There's no one like me, and never will be.

2. I was born into reality, yet I've lived in my own little world since I was a little girl.

3. Family, Music, Writing, Thinking, and Feeling are my life!

4. I'm Pan-sexual. I like both guys and girls. I have no limits when it comes a relationship with someone.

5. I follow my own beliefs and yes, I pick and choose out of different religions. But I'm a Christian and a Wiccan.

6. I'm blessed with a curse, take as you will, but I'm clairvoyant. I'm sensitive where others are not. I'm also an Empath, I pick up on other's emotions. Not just my own. 

7. I don't label myself, at all. If I did, I would be labeled as Old School. I belong in the 90's Era.

8. I'm very shy even if it doesn't seem like it. I'm caring and very loving. Yet I can be cruel, heartless, mean, sick, twisted, etc. Just the same.

9. Whether I hate you or I love you, you're human and I'll always respect you. Even if you don't deserve it. 

10. I have trust issues. I trust you until you give me a reason not to. I trust those who deserve it. 

11. I'm an open book, feel free to read me. But if you want to know the true meaning of the words I show, you have to take the chance to get to know me. The real me. The meaning can be found on the surface, easily, or found deeper than the ocean. 

12. I see and think differently than others, I'm a huge thinker. I'm not talking books, I'm talking religions, cryptozoology, mythology, etc. 

13. I accept people no matter what they are or who they are. I don not judge a person by their mistakes, that's what made them the person they are today and that's what brought them to where they stand today. I don't judge on looks because I believe everyone is perfect, with all their flaws. If they didn't have their flaws, the wouldn't be unique and they wouldn't be an individual. 

14. I'm going to be there for anyone and everyone. I've realized everyone has gone through something. I've personally been through a lot, good and bad. So I try my best to understand what someone goes through, whether I've been through it or not. I'm here with open arms and a shoulder to cry on. I'll try to the best of my abilities to help someone. 

15. I believe in equality for all. For gender, sexuality, religion, subculture, etc. 

16. I stand up for those who are afraid to and who've been put down in more ways than one. I speak up for those who have lost their voice or never had it. 

17. I love being social and making new friends. I'm not talk about friends who we communicate once in a while. I mean friends to have deep conversations every chance we get. Hang out, take pictures, and where loyalty, trust, and respect is in order always. So please, don't be shy, I don't bite. Hit me up and shoot me a message. And lets talk.

Favourite Music

In general, I listen to anything. It doesn't matter on the band, just the fact that music is playing. I don't play favorites really, I'll listen to anything and everything, I love all music and all bands for the most part.

Favourite Films / TV / Books

  • Dog the Bounty Hunter
  • Billy the Exterminator
  • Duck Dynasty
  • Rock of Love Bus
  • Daisy of Love
  • Charm School
  • Tool Academy
  • Futurama
  • The Haunter
  • Lost Tapes
  • Untamed and Uncut
  • Adventure Time
  • Regular Show
  • Annoying Orange
  • Invader Zim
  • Ghost Adventures
  • Ghost Hunters
  • InuYasha
  • King of the Hill
  • Scooby Doo
  • Pokemon
  • Yu-gi-oh
  • So many more...
Anything and everything Paranormal Romance.

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Apr 22 2013, 09:33 PM
Well, I got my soul mate back. The person I love, and would die for. The person who I've loved longer than anyone else. He's seen my bad side, my good side, and everything in between. He's been there from my worse break up, to the days I was most depressed. He turned it all around and saved me from myself. I'm happy, I'm honestly happy. I see a future with him, he's the only one I want. I just can't help, but feel I'm not what he wants, that I'm not good enough for him. I feel he doesn't accept me or who I am, the way I appear, and what I really take to heart. He constantly, suggest ways to look, and constantly suggest that I be a scene girl. He always points out a way that I could be better, and how I could look better. The thing is, I told him no. That I won't change, I won't become a scene girl. The funny thing is, his ex-girlfriend before I even knew they ever dated between me and him. She even said I'd make a pretty scene girl. The thing is, when I try to be something he approves of, or something he wants, when I try to be the girlfriend he wants. He calls me a poser, he calls me fake, everything like that. I love him, and I would change for him, just not with something I'm done with. What my thought was, why he was trying to change me. Was because, his ex-girlfriend, who was my ex-girlfriend. Was scene, and his other girlfriend was scene, all his other girlfriends were scene. I'm the only one that isn't, so I feel like. He's trying to change me into one of his ex's. I know he might still have feelings for the girl he first fell in love with. I feel like he's trying to recap an old relationship with an ex-girlfriend. The thing is, I asked him. Why he wanted me to be a scene girl so much. He said "I'm not answering that." I said fine, to just end it. Then he gives an attitude with it. That was a short argument, and I know I should just look past it, but it's been eating at me, tearing me apart, and getting to me. This was just last night, I want to bring it up. Cause you're suppose to be honest in a relationship. I wanna be honest with him about how I feel when he ask why I'm upset. I just fear another argument again...I honestly don't know what to do..I feel like I'm speaking out of line, and that he'll just get mad..
Apr 05 2013, 09:27 AM
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Apr 22 2013, 09:33 PM

Well, I got my soul mate back. The person I love, and would die for. The person who I've loved longer than anyone else. He's seen my bad side, my good side, and everything in between. He's been there from my worse break up, to the days I was most depressed. He turned it all around and saved me from myself. I'm happy, I'm honestly happy. I see a future with him, he's the only one I want. I just can't help, but feel I'm not what he wants, that I'm not good enough for him. I feel he doesn't accept me or who I am, the way I appear, and what I really take to heart. He constantly, suggest ways to look, and constantly suggest that I be a scene girl. He always points out a way that I could be better, and how I could look better. The thing is, I told him no. That I won't change, I won't become a scene girl. The funny thing is, his ex-girlfriend before I even knew they ever dated between me and him. She even said I'd make a pretty scene girl. The thing is, when I try to be something he approves of, or something he wants, when I try to be the girlfriend he wants. He calls me a poser, he calls me fake, everything like that. I love him, and I would change for him, just not with something I'm done with. What my thought was, why he was trying to change me. Was because, his ex-girlfriend, who was my ex-girlfriend. Was scene, and his other girlfriend was scene, all his other girlfriends were scene. I'm the only one that isn't, so I feel like. He's trying to change me into one of his ex's. I know he might still have feelings for the girl he first fell in love with. I feel like he's trying to recap an old relationship with an ex-girlfriend. The thing is, I asked him. Why he wanted me to be a scene girl so much. He said "I'm not answering that." I said fine, to just end it. Then he gives an attitude with it. That was a short argument, and I know I should just look past it, but it's been eating at me, tearing me apart, and getting to me. This was just last night, I want to bring it up. Cause you're suppose to be honest in a relationship. I wanna be honest with him about how I feel when he ask why I'm upset. I just fear another argument again...I honestly don't know what to do..I feel like I'm speaking out of line, and that he'll just get mad..

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Apr 05 2013, 09:27 AM

I feel that my life is slipping away, that everything is shattering. I'm always so tired, and so drained of energy. It's not even funny. I barely get any sleep, which makes my depression worse. I wake up in the morning, and I instantly get depressed. I don't want to face the day, and I know I can't. It takes everything I have to get up, get dressed, and be around everyone. I put on a fake smile so no one knows that I'm depressed, and I fool myself because of it. Each day get's harder, and harder to go on, and each day. I get a little more depressed, and just want to break down and cry. I want to quit, and just say fuck everyone. I hate seeing people, I hate hearing people, I hate them being in my presence, I hate when they talk to me. I'm tried of getting hurt by people, by them back stabbing me, and when the people I hate think me and them are cool and try acting like my friends I want to snap and go crazy. I'm pretty sure I'm going to get locked up for missing so much school because of depression, I have so much stress on me, and I can't stand it. I want to sit in my room alone, on my computer, listening to music, watching t.v., in the dark, being alone, and not being bothered by anyone. I have so much on my mind, and I make too much time to think, and when I think. One thought leads to another, and I get sad and want to cry, and I honestly don't know why I'm depressed. Life? Love? Hate? Friends? Family? Myself...I don't know, and I just want life to end so badly. I should be the happiest person every, but I'm not. My grades are slipping, I'm losing people, I'm being betrayed, I'm being hurt by everyone I care for, and I just don't know anymore. I want it all to end...

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