Sep 23 2012, 02:22 PM

how i met you... first day at a new skool i saw u in spanish class and knew right away who u were. u had a thing with my "friend" months went by and i never talked to u actually i never really paid attention to who u were. me here in my own little world. walked into spanish class one day and surprise surprise we had a new seating chart. ha and wat do u kno our damn teacher sat us next to eachother. i asked u one simple question..."hey u kno angelice right?" and thats were it all began. i started talking to u well cuz i had to i mean we were spanish buddies. well lets see we had alot of things in commen kinda scary lol. u started to fall for me and deep inside i had similar feelings. just brush em off though cuz we culd never be together i made a promise to this "friend" id stay away from u. me and u became friends though really good friends and well a guy and a girl cant be best friends one of them is bound to fall in love with the other. u were the first to start showing those emotions though. one nigth wen i was out i had the crazy idea to ak u if u like liked me. and thats were me and u began <3 wow my "friend" was furious wen she heard we had a thing but we covered up for it. thing is though i didnt wanna be ur secret! wen thngs escalated u told this chick u werent interested anymore she was devastated i mean who wuldnt be ur joel! well ur first month of being a couple was all a girl culd ever ask for. but than the drama came u told angelica u left her for me and wow it was a big mess of emotions..for everyone. of course weve all kinda moved on. i kno she still looks for u even though she told me she has no feelings wat so ever for u anymore. ha this "friend" totallly hates me now but im sorri i culdnt help it. i fell in love. not gonnna lie i still have my insecurities that one day ull ditch me even though u say u wont. month 2 came pretty damn quick. and now im honesly afraid this isnt gonna last. i dont wanna end it but honestly ur sufficating me. all ur drama and bullshit...to wat point can either of us take it anymore. i dot wanna let u go..but wats better for me culd be more important than wat i want. u think im a slut and a bitch but im not and u kno it so why do u assum stupid things..tell me why?! weve been thru this so many times ur the only one for me so why??? do u see how much damage ur doing to me ... no u dont. o how long? how long can we keep going on like this??

Sep 23 2012, 01:48 PM

alright i need major advice here. theres this guy that ive been dating for 2 months and i really like him but culd it be that maybe hes sufficating me in this relationship. im not ready to let him go not sure i actually ever wanna let him go..but sometimes i feel this just isnt working out. hes a big time drama queen. we fight over the littlest things. and i cant take it wen we fight i just get hurt. for example we were just arguing on friggin homecoming shit and how he hadnt asked me cuz "i had other plans" i get that he prob got the wrong message. but now im expected to go to hc with him wich i really wanted to but now im actually just not in the mood to go its this weekend and hes just bringing it up. its not a big deal to me just the fact that he had to bring it up by arguing about it :/ reallly ?!!! ive seen other ppl at skool get asked all cutley and i just wish he wuld of done something adorable he didnt have to go all out just asking me in a cute way instaed of me telling him after we argued if we were going jst pissed the fuck outta me.