Do or die, you'll never make me. Because the world will never take my heart. Go and try, you'll never break me Welcome To The Black Parade, by My Chemical Romance
Sarcastic Bitch
24 / Female / Oregon now, United States
Straight / Single & Looking
Member since:
Oct 18, 2014
Last online:
Sep 17, 2020
Current rating: 7.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
I don't sugarcoat things so I'm certainly not about to sugarcoat anything about me! Anyways I'm just a shy, awkward chick who enjoys chatting. Still a virgin and not looking for anything sexual. I mean if something like that happens it happens. So I take life as it comes. I have a dream of either being a singer or a mortician. I have more respect for the dead than I do the living, thats because once someone is dead they cant do anything to hurt you. I'm a mix between a hippie and a goth, so a goppie I guess haha. That sums up me, just a sweet, shy, laid back chick who enjoys chatting.
Well lets see I have KiK and it darlisa1405 so if ya'll wanna add me please do!! I also have skype and my thing is lmfaolj (there are no capital I those are L's) and if that doesn't work ya'll can use my email which is natsudardar@yahoo.com
Oh I absolutely love cats. Along with every animal also cx
Favourite Music
Anything really haha, but my favorite song is by Secondhand Serenade and its Fall for You.
I'm scared to sleep. I don't even want the cards to be in my room, let alone my own room!! I'm so scared, I don't know what to do. I don't want to be alone in the house, I don't want to sleep alone either. I'm fucking terrified!!
Sketchy shit is going on right now. Like I'm pretty sure I need a priest to help me. So over the weekend I bought demonic tarot cards only because I was curious. Last night I had a nightmare. I was just in my room with a couple of my friends all of a sudden the lights went out. (This all was in my nightmare) So after the lights went out I blacked out or something. When I came to I saw my friends all bloody and bruised trying to grab me, and they were crying. I could feel myself being dragged but when I looked back there was nothing there. I broke free somehow, grabbed my friends and sprinted out of the house. After a while when I helped my friends with whatever wounds they had and got enough courage to run into the house, grab the bloody cards and fucking burn them. When I actually woke up I didn't just slowly come to I shot up, terrified. Even worse I woke up at exactly 3:00 am. Haunting hour. I looked at where I keep my tarot cards and I've never felt so fearful. Earlier tonight I started to explain to my friend what happened and I got my cards out to just mess with them, and when I did that the phone rang. I waited to hear what the phone number was and it had 666 all in a row within the number. Sketchy shit is going on and I don't like it.
I need someone I can be bitter with. Anyway what I really want to talk about is what has recently changed in my life. I've recently become single and I'm quite happy about that. As long as I'm still single by the time I'm able to move to the UK then I'm happy. Another thing that has changed is my attitude. I'm a lot bitchier than I normally am. I thinks its because I just don't like people. The people I do actually like all live in the UK. So God please let time fly because I need to move before I kill someone.
I took a survey at school today, they told us it would help get us more in touch with who we are. At the of the survey it gave me a description of what I'm like. Every detail was right .-. A computer can know me down to my last secret detail. So why cant people do the same? None of my friends know my true self. The damn computer called me an introvert and could name things even my FRIENDS don't know about me!!! So my question is this: can you call someone a friend even if they know nothing about you?
I'm going to kill someone. Two people to be exact. A girl and a boy. The girl tried to stick her tongue down my throat and lied to her "brother" about what happened. I'm going to kill the boy, her "brother", because he blames me for everything now. I want both their heads on a stake and I want the girls tongue cut out. She has the most disgusting tasting mouth I try not to vomit when I think about it. I want their heads as a warning to other's not to piss me off.
I am most certainly not alright. Last night was horrible. I honestly shouldn't be alive right now. I came so close to death I could feel its cold fingers lock with mine, getting ready to lead me into the dark. I heard it's whisper telling me it was time, beckoning me to just end it all and stop bearing the weight I've carried for fourteen years. Yes, death was most certainly with me last night. But as alone as it came, it left just as lonely. It'll be back but I hope not for a long time.
I've been gone for an awfully long time. I had some issues to deal with. So where do I begin to tell about my life, which I do not have. Though I have successfully made my health and safety hate me!! But in a good joking way :) My teacher went on about how he cant draw and he made a joke that the next day was "national bring your teacher a gift day." So like the smart ass I am I drew up a perfect human heart for him, since that's what we're learning about in class, and brought it for him the next day as a "gift." All he was able to say was "I hate you" but he smiled and laughed and asked if I could draw another. I would say I can get used to not having a life. I think being me is just fine :)
So!! I woke up this morning at 5:40 like I usually do for school. I groggily dragged my ass out of bed with a sharp pain on my tailbone. Brushed my hair, threw on appropriate clothing for the weather, and got into the car. We got to the school and I noticed that it looked empty. We pull up closer to the gates and see that they are locked. I get on my phone and check the school calendar, it said "TEACHER WORK DAY". I got up for nothing, I have the day off school!!!!!!
