She cuts a vein although its much too dull, I say she's all alone, fighting for redemption, I know little pain little lust, I lose myself at night to feel the rush, of tearing my skin apart, now take this sadness and close your eyes love We Sleep Forever, by Aiden
Payton Jamson
28 / Female / Bend,Oregon, United States
Straight / Forever Alone
Member since:
Jun 13, 2013
Last online:
Jun 24, 2013
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About Me
Ok so i am emo..... I love the color black I love horror movies and love mint and chocolate ice cream
I get bullied at school like being called "Go cut your self you fucking bitch" or "Go die in a ditch cunt"
And yes i do cut but im not happy at all about it but i have been clean for 4 weeks!!!! :) <3
but that was yesterday and i cut today and yesterday
my dad used to abuse us and he tried to kill me twice and i tried to kill my self 5 times i still cut and my mom blames me because my dad is now in jail for attempt of murder twice on a 7 year old...
I never talk i have no friends i get beat up by emos for no reason i would show you what i look like but i dont want the people from my school knowing who i am
ok so im not Payton she's in a hospital im her sister and yes she has a sister but i wanted to say that she is okay she just has 1.5 inch cuts in here wrist but i found her in her room laying on the floor almost dead but she is ok and i swear to god that it is her sister and my name is Lucy and i hope you guys do care about her she wanted to die but she didn't
Oh and P.S she was saying a name Beach kid? well i don't know who that is but she wants to talk to who ever that is so yeah that is about it oh and make your website a little more cheerful would ya?
an di got on her because her computer had this on here so i decicded to post this but it took me around 30 minutes to find it!!
anyways thanks for listening she will be up and running tommorrow but she wont be on here for a couple days
-LUCY
Im so sorry for being shit i cut today and cried all day thinking of what shit i really am and i want to die im sorry beachkid i had a good time talking to you but i am a mistake and i belong with the trash i dont know what to and i dont need help i need to...............die.......
