Sometimes I wonder why I'm still waiting Sometimes I'm shaking that's how you make me Sometimes I question why I'm still here Sometimes I think I'm going crazy
Something, by Escape The Fate
Matt
33 / Male / Shrewsbury/ Shropshire, United Kingdom
Straight / Forever Alone
Member since:
Jul 03, 2011
Last online:
Jul 23, 2020
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About Me
I do have skype if you want it ask dont use msn any more. I am gamer, like anime, listen to whatever music I want but more metal, rock. I am shy, quiet and hard for for me 2 communicate because never know what 2 say but I will talk best I can. if you want my number just ask or facebook
Favourite Music
Don't really have a favorite listen to anything I want
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Films marvel Batman all of them alien series/ predator series fast and furious series Avatar Res films Twilight series Underworld all of them Karate Kid I Robot Men In Black all of them Tomb Raider Skyfall Casino Royal The Expendables both Final Destination all of them Shaun of the dead Hot Fuzz Terminator all of them Transformers all of them Saw all of them Edward scissor hands and loads more movies
TV Dragon Ball Z/ GT/ DB Yu-gi-oh Cardfight Vanguard Family Guy The Big Bang Theory Bakugan Shaman King Fullmetal Alchemist Black Cat Lost Shield TV series
Yesterday I had a mental break down and started 2 cry, I havent cried in ages. There is 2 much going on at the moment and when things start 2 look up they suddenly change back 2 sadness and pain
latley my second lump as been hurting a lot, good news chance of me having tb is next 2 zero and I am due another operation 2 get the second lump removed yayyy for me
Ever since Thursday last week my lack of sleep as got a lot worst, Saturday night I thought something in my room and last night I couldnt get to sleep every time I closed my eyes the room got very dark even tho was a light on, on the landing. people gana say thats coz ur eyes were closed, no I could feel it been darker. That makes no sense what so ever I know. Things are a lil odd atm. Also I feel lonely even tho I shouldnt.
Today I went to the hospital to see what this lump in my neck was, funny enough they dont know yayyy. so now just got to wait and see. also on the plus side I am all good now, all healed up and no longer sore.
So these days for me I find out that my girlfriend was cheating (shock horror), I have had a lump in my neck for pretty much 5 months yayyy for me but I am getting it removed come the 27th which is the day after my birthday all the joys for me, I am also living somewhere I really do not want because of the job center and that is for 6 months although plus side I do get to come home on weekends. So for me things a bit crap to be honest sadly there is no bright side at the moment and I am hoping life will get better for me.
all day today you have been on my mind never leavin my mind. I thought i was going 2 cry. Right now theres so much goin on in my mind next weekend is a big deal for me and from friday morning i wont be on till sunday evening at some point. I will be thinking about you while i am away. I miss u and I love you