May 25 2013, 07:43 PM

May 25/2013 Today is my first day on this new site. I decided to join just because I wanted to talk to people who have things in common with me. I know that I don't look like a emo, I don't dress they way people except them too, I don't have hair like they do, but I'm emo in the way I originally heard of it. I cut my wrists, not all the time, but I have. The worse part is, when I was younger i told myself I would never do it. Then I did. I was told, talking about it helped. I told my best friend, and she cried. Now I feel guilty as hell, and i kinda want to cut even more. I don't know what to do, I want to stop, but I'm afraid I'm now addicted. Today I came up with my first ever question of the day. Does happiness exist? I'm starting to think the answer is no. I wish I could get better. But on a positive note: I hope you have a good day, filled with joy. I know I won't... Sincerely, Koryssa.