Apr 25 2013, 06:08 PM

To be honest I have no friends people judge me everyday and give me hate looks I am not sad ever :D but you know it sucks people don't want to get to know me I have a few friends. I think there jealous right? I am not fugly am I? Well I don't think so. I don't have a low self a steam I am not high maintenance I am just like everyone else. My mind is at peace. Once you get to know me I really am a great person to have as a friend i will stick up for you and listen to your problems and try to give advice and give my shoulder if you need to cry. I am not wanting a relationship I just want people to be able to come up to me and talk to me. I am not shy I will go up to you and talk. I want people to see the real me not the one u just know as a burn out. I very well educated and I am very smart. I guest I am just saying this because I am get tired and lonely when I get home I go home and hang out in my room. I go on my sites I have to see no one messaged me or even liked my picture. I no the world doesn't revolve around me It would just be nice to have friend. To live a life like Jenna Hamilton from the tv series Awkward looking forward to going to school everyday and having something new happen everyday. Just something. I am graduating in 21 days I guess it don't matter I will be working and making new friend I know I will I am really friendly. My school life sucks and theirs really cool people at my school I just want them to know the real me. But it difficult because I go to a tech school and everyone at my school has a school laptop gaven to them and everyone is antisocial it's hard to talk to people when all they do is sit in front of that computer like it's alright to do at home but at school it's to much. At lunch everyones on fb being antisocial. if I posted this to my facebook idk how it would result to I guess I am just asking advice.................... If I don't get a reply it's alright it will just be another disappointment in my life. I am still happy.. But I get lonely too