I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get the lower I sink I can't drown my demons they know how to swim. can you feel my heart, by Bring Me The Horizon
Jacob
26 / Male / You can ask, United States
Straight / In a Relationship
Member since:
Feb 29, 2016
Last online:
Mar 01, 2016
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About Me
To Be Generic:
Name: Jacob
Age: 18
Religion: none-(Atheist)
Nick names: Monty, koro
Gamer names: Doomed, Slayer, Sinner :P, also signer? (in other words 10 year old squeakers who can't seem to say sinner right.)
Likes: Well I'm a bit of a closet Emo so various music genres lol, also technology, military themes, fantasy, Rpg's, text-based games, other Gamers, cats, undead (NOT ZOMBIES!), heart throb over vampires <3, robots, and just friendly people.
Dislikes: Pointless vulgarity, overly immature people, guys who are overbaringly perverted, and zombies. (Burn them all!)
Bio:
Well besides what you already know about my name and age, I guess there are a few other things you could know. I hold very stereotypical male goals while at the same time try not to be any of the negative male stereotypes. When it comes to my attitude it depends on how you treat me. If you are nice, i'll return the favor, if you're sweet, I'll be a sweetheart, and if you're honest you can expect me to be honest and open. So kinda expect me to treat people how they treat me or better. On top of that I am also protective about the people I care about lol so if anyone gets close know that I have got your back anyplace anytime I can. It kinda fits in with my upbringing I grew up around a lot of people who served in the armed forces, so if I was to list it would be both my mother and step mother were in the marines, my father and step father were marines, my grand father served in the army, my great grand father was in the army and my great grandmother was an army medic, lol and then my great great uncle was an Italian mob boss so I guess you could say the importance of Honor and Loyalty runs family and in my blood.
Kinda on the topic of honor and loyalty it is very important to me so there is a lot to it. First, My word is important to me (but) only in promises; I keep all my promises, you may not believe it but it is true. Though that does mean if I do not promise then my word is just as good as anyone else's. You can say it's like being honor bound to a word i guess? On the other hand when it comes to loyalty I'm pretty much an odd one out, It is hard to earn but if you do earn my loyalty and I specifically say you have then that means no matter what you have my loyalty for life, yea, that includes the saying that I'd take a bullet for the person, literally I wouldn't even think about it, I am caring and very protective,
This next bit may seem a little lame, but I am a bit of a total geek; I'm a hardcore gamer with the approach to games as pretty casual (Top of the leader boards is nice but I can settle for top 0.7% of Gamers world wide in games and be happy). Haha, if you can't tell I will flaunt my achievements a little bit but I mostly keep it to myself unless asked. I use to be a huge Xbox fan, (still have the 360), but at the same time I have switched to PC gaming and am trying to learn more about modding. Lol you will find this ironic but I can build a game using the proper software but cannot mod to save my life; sounds the same but they are 2 totally different worlds.
Ummmm..... I know this will turn people away since a lot of people do not understand and just trust the news channels to not be biased or politically aimed to support one party or another, I.e. like Fox, BBC, CNN, Etc, But I am a Nationalist and Proud of it, that is something that won't change. I want to make my country into something that I can be proud of and that is all there is to it, well I guess I also think anyone who does show respect for the nation should get the hell out if they aren't interested in contributing to it; no dead weight.
Now if you made it this far and Don't hold any negative views on me, I am happy to hear it but to be honest I don't blame you but 90% of you are going to hate me for what I say next, not because of anything I'v done but because of what label I fall under. So yea, I'm a very politically minded person and care about the best interest of those around me but the thing is that you will hate is the fact I am a National Socialist; For those of you who do not know what that is... Well it is what most people would call a (N---) and I put () around it because I do not accept the term or any slang of it, it was invented for propaganda purposes and the NSGWP never used the term; Nothing is more insulting than to be called that. I may joke about it at times or use the term to explain to people who do not know what National socialism in it's roots stems from, but the word is absolutely disgusting. It is simply a political view that is very nationalistic and expects a person to be proud of themselves for every aspect of who they are, anyone who tells you different is either a result of old world propaganda or doesn't know better. I can disprove every negative stereotype attributed to national socialist because they are flat out not true! Winners write history to make them look good and to daemonize the looser, that is all it is. Look throug out history, the winners most of the time paint the looser to be daemons or even farther back in history as barbaric. So get to know me before you judge because I can tell you whatever you think is probably so far from the truth and I can and will correct you on all the subjects I have read up on.
(lol, Ok, I fall into one stereotype, I hate communists, anarchists, and Marxists; guilty as charged. xD)
(will add more stuff later when I think of things to add)