Axel Lea
31 / Female / Somewhere in the U.S.: Black Swamp, United States
Asexual / It's Complicated
Member since:
Dec 22, 2022
Last online:
Dec 23, 2022
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About Me
🍦 Deleted my old account, back. I often can't sleep at night and would love conversations about what is on myprofile, or conversations you can make up with my profile and video games. I think I will play FF X-2 twice and then go back to Skyrim. I know this funny, but I've forgotten Skyrim for several months and totally forgot I've not beat the game 🍦
🍕 Also dipping pizza crust in ranch is Nirvana, the best ranch I ever had is Target's brand. Legit.
🍡 If I was a medieval century weapon, what would I be and why?
🍡 If I was a book, what would I be and why?
🍡 If I was a video game item what would I be and why?
🍡 Who would you think I would vote for in H.P. Lovecraft and why?
🍡 About me:
🍡 I know people value someone's worth ethic and family life. So this will be a general idea if you would want to read my Google Blogs for more answers. As I know people online value this kind of thing. Let's start off with work. I'm struggling to find a job after I had an overstimulated meltdown at Whataburger, Workforce isn't being much of a big help, so I'm seeking another company to help me find another job. I don't understand why it is so difficult finding another job, my accommodations are not much. I'm Autistic and if you don't know how to deal with an Autistic person my caseworker can come in and help you understand, I need to sit down every 45 minutes or an hour because I'm pain in my lower legs and my ankles (for more detail check out my Space Hey account the detail goes more into there) and due to my overstimulation behavior please don't make me work at Kroger or Walmart and also I was told by my caseworker that Target don't take accommodations. But he didn't say what kind of accommodations. I just don't understand why this is a big deal. Can't I ring up people's stuff or fold clothes and sit down at the same time? What's the problem? Oh right Autistic people are a burden, so is their accommodations and Autistic people are a pest. What a nuisance. I'm cutting this portion off. More will be underneath Space Hey. I'm on SSI and starting January 1st I get $914 a month from SSI, I pay my dad rent because I can't afford to move out yet without a part time job working 25 hours a week. That's the max you can work anyways. For more reasons why I won't work full time read my Space Hey account. But for now the cheapest apartment I've found is $774. Which is for a low income apartment which is for a one bedroom and one bathroom. My dad has yet to find a cheaper apartment. My dad has one more place to call but I'm doubtful the place is lower than that. You might ask if your son is going to sleep on a couch or something like that? What's the point? He's dressed and doesn't look like a hobo kid, he's fed and he's starting to get up at that age where in two years from now once he hits 13 my fridge will be gone and he goes to school. So your issue is? K thought so. This is being cut off because I'm not going to repeat myself. Check my Google Blogs. Last but not least this might bother you. I'm on Food Stamps. My dad disapproves of that and is negative of that. I'm making a Space Hey blog about that in the future. I don't have a family life. I made a Google Blog about how insane my family is besides my sister because I was able to make a small chapter in my Google Blogs about them, besides my sister. My aunts don't believe in celebrating Christmas or Birthdays when you're an adult. Their belief is you don't deserve anything or gifts. Once you've hit 18. My aunts have never texted me these things. Do you want to go have lunch? You want to go have dinner? You want to go to the Mall? You want to go to the movies? No none of that. My dad and I don't do any of that either because he doesn't want to make memories. Everything is about money to him. The only time I've seen him do something was just for Birthday, Mother's Day and Christmas. Sometimes Valentine's Day so my son can get me something in those celebrations I listed. Other than that, no I don't have a family life. For more information stay tuned and I'm making some blogs about how I think about the work environment, SSI and Autism + more 🍡 I can't type anymore text in this box to continue this, read my Google Blogs🍡
What I am enthusiastic about:
🍨 Some other things I'm into is I can text a lot about video games. If you've 0 interest in video games then I don't know what else we could talk about unless you see something on my account that will interest you. If not then nah that sucks then lol. Do you like aromatherapy? For someone with Autism certain smells make me sick whereas a dual sword comes along and relaxes me. Clove, Juniper, Peppermint and Lavender are my relaxing scents. Cozy blankets and a comfy room just kicked back, made in the shade on YT or just gaming on my PS4 and Switch Lite is relaxing. I need super low stress in life as I don't respond well when stress hits me because then I feel sick. Do you collect anything? Like video game collection, video game figure collection? Funko pop collection? Hot Wheel collection, any favorite books? I like when someone reads to me as reading is hard for me to follow if I silently read to myself and I don't like listening to my own voice so again more problems in the bucket, favorite H.P Lovecraft? Any pets? I love to see your fur babies, I 100 percent believe pets are therapeutic and help in so many ways, their purr is soothing and that's like dreaming of Dream City, are you playing any games now? I'm playing FFX-2 right now as I said before lol.
What I really don´t like:
👹 People that are fake witches. Sorry to say but how can you call yourself a witch if you color class yourself? You also believe in rocks will save your life and not only that you believe in fairies? What an insult. I also, personally don't believe your luck makes you who you're in your lifetime in this mortal realm. Such thinking is futile. You're born with a lucky status however, but you're not in control of your fate or timeline in life. You can't image your own mindset to become true form of reality. If that were the case then you're suggesting that a PS5 will show up within a few hours if my mind thinks of a PS5? No because that's so unrealistic. I personally will make a blog about this once I figure out the words and how to grasp my concept. I also believe that the strong will only survive in the human mortal world, as I was raised where the weak never mattered and the disabled people are too much of a nuisance in this mortal realm, personally my mind is set on the disable will never find a sanctuary or a peace ever in life. Even in a work environment you're a pest if you need accommodations and you're most likely to be ignored. Which has plunged me into internal darkness and deep self hatred that will never go away. Nothing can heal or erase my idealism on that belief.. Several things have caused my heavy psychological abuse and people ask me why am I not okay? That goes back to my theory that what you think will show up in reality. Becuase, I don't think someone that is a girl that is in elementary school is asking for mental health issues and mental abuse. Get real with your fake s**t. In my belief, some people never grow self awareness and are stuck in a fairy like mindset. However, my self awareness came at age 26 years old. Which is a blessing and a curse. My belief is also a Buddhist, Shinto and Spirituality which has saved me from a dark time. Anyways speaking of dark times. I believe an artist can project his or her feelings onto a painting, the spirit, spirits and soul can be communicating.
What´s most important for me:
🍦 Know your facts, that simple. If you claim you love researching, yet only do so by one link, then you're completely fake. That's like people blocking me after having a heated debate after saying Loki is misunderstood, yet this Norse Pagan claimed that Loki is pure evil and I told him to go get a dictionary because misunderstood and evil are two different things lol and then I got blocked. I also got blocked because people asked me if Beelzebub meant Lucifer and Satan and I said no each of those have a different Demon Rank. I also got blocked for telling this guy online that Beelzebub is the King of Kings and not the Lord of the Flies.
My life in five years:
🤡 Probably laughing at myself when insanity creeps up on me.
I mostly like listening to:
🌚 Video Game Lofi Radio Chill 24/7 Beats for Studying Sonic Lofi Café - YouTube
Video Game Radio Nostalgic Retro Music Live Stream Nintendo, SEGA, PlayStation, PC... - YouTube
VIDEO GAME RADIO [24/7 Video Game Music Live Stream]👾 {Sega, Nintendo, Sony, Bethesda & more!}
Japanese Lo-Fi and both links are by the same creator, the second one is Tokyo Lo-Fi. I don't know what the difference is but the beats do sound different, at least that's what I hear on my wolf ears. I've not tried to listen to regular Lo-Fi music. I don't think that would be my cup of tea, because wouldn't that be Dubstep music by then? There are not many good video game Lo-Fi music stations out there.
Tokyo Lofi Hip Hop 24/7 Japanese Lofi Playlist 2021 No Copyright Lofi & Chillhop Beats - YouTube
Japanese Lofi Radio 24/7 Aesthetic Lofi Hip Hop Music No Copyright Lofi Hip Hop Beats - YouTube
What I do in my free time:
🌊 Being a harasser on Fall Guys, MK8, Luigi Mansion 3, Splatoon 2, PS4, YT and Discovery Plus. By the way Splatoon 2 is coming in the mail soon. Also I will keep my profile online. So I'm basically leaving this as a tab opener. I will log off if I'm not around my laptop.
My preferred destinations:
🍵 On the path of internal darkness, self hatred and by the way if you don't compute what Abyssal means or void then you don't need to message me.
What I would like to find here:
👺 Does my profile make sense to you? If not then don't add me, I also will very rarely send out friend request. also will not message you back and forth here, if you need more time to exchange information let me know. I don't add anything similar to WhatsApp as you can't use a fake number to protect yourself online. I only have Snap, Discord, Instagram, Kik and email. That's all folks. Also to make sure people have read my profile, I will request this one thing. Put an ice cream emoji or a new moon emoji in your inbox messages. Anyone that doesn't will get a denied contact. Because that concludes you didn't read my profile. Also I'm on a lot of websites so if you don't see me logged in for a long peroids of time, then that means I've forgotten and went on Bound by Metal, Woven in Black, thinking about rejoining Alt Scene again and I'm on HeartShot which is sister owned by the BBM and WIB website. I've posted a picture of them on my album if you don't know if you're on the wrong website or not etc. My Discord is DreamDropTeaBag#9055
🍦 If you're up for long conversations, someone that speaks in metaphorical text, quirky, bizarre and cryptic then inbox me. My life thinking skills are philosophy and science of the vessel.
🍨 Also I would love for you to express your Folklore or Folktales of your country, the food and the smells. Also, I got into occultism by a gamed called Fatal Frame I love to know your input sometime on this subject of matter.
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Who I'd Like To Meet
Looking for people to add me to play Salmon Run or regular matches on Splatoon 2 and right now I don't have three because I can't spend $60 on a game right now and Splatoon 2 was $37 with my GameStop Pro Membership. Fall Guys, Mario Kart 8 and Luigi 3. Also, to chat about my hobbies :)
I love to know your input sometime on this subject of matter.
