You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth.
How do you do it? You're my heroine. My Heroine, by Silverstein
Paige Martinez
21 / Female / LA, United States
Bisexual / In a Relationship
Member since:
Mar 14, 2017
Last online:
May 10, 2017
Current rating: 9.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
Hi i am emogirl4life i am 13 years old almost 14 i am a very awesome person to hang with i like skateboarding and drawing and blowing stuff upI am in a rock band At school i am Bisexual i did have a bf but he commited suicide a few years ago and i am a victim of bulling at school and have alot of social anxiety and when i was 7 years old i lost my brother Mark during a costity battle and only can talk to him online but if you would like to be friends with me then i am ok with that i am a friends with everyone my job is to make people smile and laugh you know make there day and i am a recovering drug addict
Favourite Music
Sleeping with sirens, Asking alexandria, Pierce the veil, Suicide silence, Escape the fate, Good charlotte, Of mice and men, Nirvana, Green day, Panic at the disco!,Bring me the horizon, Fit for rivals, Twenty one pilots are especially some favorites of mine as well, and i have to admit that i do have a soft spot for Alesana, Three days grace, My chemical romance, The all american rejects, black veil brides, and Blood on the dance floor.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
The walking dead,suicide room and truth or die
Dangerous creatures,every visable thing, Bite me, cut, under the smile
Education / Occupation
Who I'd Like To Meet
I like to meet a guy or girl that is a bad boy who doesn't care about getting into trouble and likes to party and go crazy
Weed Addiction
W - Welcoming me back with open arms,
E - Even though I stopped using you long ago.
E - Everytime i see you, I need...wait...
D - Desire...yes...I desire you.
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A - Always there for me, when i'm in
D - Dire need for the
D - Dope.
I - It takes me out of my mind,
C - Controls my body,
T - Thoughts and actions.
I - I need you,
O - Oh i know its bad to use you, But I
N - Need you, and this time i'm not leaving.
Drugs, Sex, & Pain
I get high,
so high i feel like i can touch the sky.
Then i come crashing down,
and i put on a frown.
I **** both boys and girls ,
rock their world.
Then the rush and adrenaline are replaced by pain.
and shame...
I feel pain from the blade,
from the hate people show me.
This isnt goodbye, atleast not yet.
Im writing out the pain, instead of with the blade.
Im free
Bye ****,
Go die in a ditch,
Covered in stitches.
Im done with you.
You ripped my heart in two.
But im not lookin back, so whos the fool?
You, you stupid hoe.
And now u bellow
in rage at the sight of me forgetting you.
I wanna slit your throat, make you bleed.
Then ill watch as i smoke my weed,
as you bleed out.
Goodbye ****.
Im leaving you.
My sentence from you
is over and now im free.
Lyric Fragment 2
"As i see the blood on my hands,
I can't but help thinking,
"WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!"
I take a glance and realize this is reality.
When you sit down and think about
what you've done is the past,
I don't go by a single day
where i can't hear my heart beating,
just grasping the concept that,
your still alive,
thats enough to keep me going.
im a man on a mission and ima see it finished."
