Vanessa Brown
27 / Female / Bridgeton New Jersey USA, United States
Straight / Married
Member since:
May 11, 2020
Last online:
Mar 31, 2025
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About Me
Sup & God Bless
It's easier if you call me Nessa and hello to everyone here.
I have been a born-again saved Christian since March 2023 and I am here to spread the truth about Jesus Christ and hopefully reach those who are alternative.
I dig piercings it's one of the cutest things I like and suits me as an emo myself, one of the most emo-ish aesthetics that suits an emotional person.
I am pretty alternative and I tend to switch back and forth with styles.
I am a very big emo because I am deeply emotional with emotional issues but I have a passion for Jesus Christ and want to share my testimony about Him with you.
I like talking to people the best I can because I've always been shy also awkward and weird my whole life and I have a lot of problems, especially with my emotions more of like disorder.
There ain't a whole lot I like to do besides mainly what I do now is study the Bible, watch YouTube, listen to music, watch TV, make kandi jewelry, learn stuff, and do other things for entertainment.
I spend time with my husband, go to church, and go for walks.
My hobbies and talents are drawing, photography, writing, and coloring.
There are some activities I like to do that I don't do that much or have stopped doing because of my feelings changing with it or just time-related.
I love to laugh especially and just have deep talks with people if I can especially about Jesus now but just general discussions for encouragement with others I love to do this to show I love you.
I am usually pretty quiet until something gets me to be more vocal and I express myself through writing the best to show my emotions and thoughts more in-depth.
I like just about anything Godly because I love Jesus and other typical things such as food or clothes and I just am a simple plain person as a child of God and unless something requires a lot of detail and hard work to do, I tend to just be laid back with things but I like to make a lot of effort and have that integrity and skill the best I can with things.
I am slow with certain things in how I learn and process and how I communicate due to emotional complications sometimes.
I am over-emotional with a small mix of anxiety and depression but not much anymore I am extremely sensitive and always have been but I am stronger now in Christ and I like to be creative and silly.
I graduated high school in 2017 and after some time I eventually got my very first job at
Adidas Group as a VAS manufacturing associate.
Where I currently live I've worked at Taylor Farms, and Forman Mills retail as a fitting room associate, and currently I am a springer/packer at Quality Ingenuity Services manufacturing.
I didn't start working until after I got out of school so I haven't had much work experience until then with only 4 jobs of work experience.
"Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another."
God shown this love greatly to us, we have to show it to everyone because it is not ours alone to keep for ourselves, it is a selfless love to appreciate God sh0wed for you and everyone is allowed access to it, it is to be shared, we're to model the Father's love for all just as He did for all individually as direct command.
God calls us His beloved because it's His emphasis on His deep affection for you. God's love is unconditional because that is His nature, so we're to freely love in all our ways as Him because we're all made in the image of God from His love.
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins."
This love was shown by God, and we're not deserving of it and cannot earn it.
It was freely done and done by God alone through Himself, Jesus. The foundation of God is love because He's just.
He put love first and didn't condemn us to judge us to hell without a chance to let us choose Him again after we sinned, showing His mercy.
God is considerate of you, and He planned that from the beginning, knowing you'd sin but that He'd freely let you choose your sin or Him so that you may be free in loving Him as your Creator; therefore, He prepared this option to be possible for you because of His good heart.
God gets His wrath paid for by doing it through this sacrifice of Jesus on the cross.
God was selfless for you to pay for your sins to save you to Himself to be with Him again only if you may accept it accepting who God is His entirety to have eternal life with Him.
"This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him."
The act of God loving us by sending the Godman Son Jesus Christ sacrificing Himself in this form of man because since God is innocent of sin He was the only One who could pay for sin, its the ultimate intimate demonstration of love because God died to save us from our sins in this way because He can die but can't stay dead, we couldn't die for Him because if we'd paid for our sins we'd be judged for hell because as unrighetous creatures we cannot pay a holy debt, we were already stained in sin even before our first sin we just had to acknowledge we're sinners.
We get to freely have eternal life because of this act God chose to do out of loving you, and you won't die spiritually into eternal hell because God took the judgment payment for your sins because this is a work He had to do for us therefore that's why we can't do nothing to get this gift because He did it all, the hardest thing ever but the most beautiful thing is it being sacrificial love because God is about sacrifice as true love.
When we accept this, we come into a true saving relationship with God where we get Godly love, and it signifies you as being born again with His Spirit as you demonstrate this love of God in many ways, and we can show this love because God showed it first.
"Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love."
What God is, is love and for you to not demonstrate it you will not truly know and experience true love and this love consists of towards all God's created humans of praying for all, telling the truth to all in righteous unhypocritical judgment, defending the faith, forgiving, and just showing those things of God's character through all you do will show you have a true relationship with your Creator Father God, so you can show this is what everyone made in His image needs to have to truly serve and love God.
Love is His main attribute and the core of who He is as God.
The reflection of God's nature in the act of loving and to truly love is to experience God's love having known Him intimately, to be a Christian is to be like Christ signs as a true believer being reborn spiritually from faith in the Creator God Jesus Christ because He is true love.
We cannot make up our own love because God defines love as a relationship, and love should be in all relationships with God in the center for it to be true on His foundation to make it solid as Christ being our rock.
This is to act on the love towards all because if this isn't demonstrated, there's no fellowshipping with God.
God sent us the ultimate love, demonstrating it through sending the Lord Jesus of God in human form, and we're to show love outside the body of Christ as much as inside of it so we can show God to the world who doesn't know Him.
"For the Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless."
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God's promise to give His grace to those who are faithful in glorifying in Him see His glory, the sun representing God being the literal light that guides life because He is the Life and He's warming in comfort, joy, and hope to enjoy His love.
God is the shield because He protects you and will defend you against spiritual and physical things that will harm you so that you may stay with Him and in His truth.
You will get all God's goodness in your sincerity being devoted to Him, this is the favoring of God when you have a truly close relationship with Him, it's what He desires from your heart though we're not sinless still until eternal perfection but with the help of the Holy Spirit it's that it'd your will is to be devoted to Him.
"Many are the plans in a person's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails."
(Proverbs 19:21)
God has the important plans for us than our own because His purpose is more important for us than what we think about our plans so sometimes what we want doesn't fit into God's will because it's not meant for us and if they do God wants to make it even better by adding or taking away from your plans for His to give you the best of His love and for His glory.
Some plans we have had or have will never come to play out because of the story God has set out for us to live and when we are willing to realize what God was and is doing with our life we understand His heart and why He allowed or didn't allow things in our lives because nothing is ever coincidence, God's plan or not He uses things for only good.
God created us therefore He gets to dictate everything for our lives because He is how life should be being the Life Himself and so things only will go His way and none other's.
It'll go well with all who have their plans submitted to God to match His will for us to have the best plans for you that'll lead you to Heaven's eternal life.
This is a warning if you ignore all this from Godly wisdom to rely on your ways of living life going outside of and against God's will and purpose for you then you will have no life and everything will always fail leading you to the damnation of hell.
"They cried to you and were saved; in you they trusted and were not disappointed."
The emphasis of God's love and faithfulness and how He responds to all who truly trust in Him because God is always active in responding in love He will not pass you by in whatever you need because He'll always hear you to save you, showing His omnipresence, omnipotence, and omniscience in being the Living God.
God can let no one down and you can never be ashamed of God when He has proven to be trustworthy because He's your Creator Father.
He's the only One who can free you and not yourself because He keeps you out of bondage in the Spirit whereas you keep yourself in the bondage of flesh and if you keep going back to what He saves you from of sin then you don't truly heed His saving you gotta love and obey Him to stay in the salvation He gives you.
Use prayer to Him to communicate with Him in whatever you need to talk to Him about, He's listening and answering that very moment even if the answer comes later and not then.
You gotta have patience with Him as He tends to your heart because this is how you endure things to build your faith in Him when waiting on the Lord to save you because He's got a lot of goodness to give you.
"Not so the wicked! They are like chaff that the wind blows away."
The difference between wicked lives that are damned and blessed lives that are saved.
The wicked are like chaff because their outside appearance is a facade of sin, they're not true to the lives they should be living in God doing wicked things being like an inedible outer covering of grains such as wheat, which they appear to be prospering without God.
Still, they're chaff that's gonna get blown away by the wind in the end everything will crumble for them for not coming to Jesus they aren't worthless.
Still, they act like it, this is the separating between righteous and unrighteous and symbolizes how God treats His Godly and the ungodly that's not His.
Ungodly's life will be unstable and unproductive in the spiritual but the blessed have fruitfulness and stability to be productive in the spiritual.
The blessed are like a tree because they're rooted in the Lord Creator's word to prosper in His truth for their lives according to God's purpose for them whereas the wicked disregard God's will for their lives by doing what they want stepping on their image in Him, the wicked follow the wicked counsel and resist God's word but for the blessed, their blessings in prosperity come like rivers of water in the due seasons with God's timing when they're in patience, faith, and trust in Him.
"He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers."
The image of a tree resembling God to show His blessings is life that comes in respecting His word and obeying it, metaphoric in delighting in His word and avoiding the ungodly's word.
This shows the fruit of the Holy Spirit of God when representing God truly as His child and His servant that comes from living for the Creator Lord God.
God is the water that keeps pouring to nourish your soul and spirit in Him because He is the constant living source to get all you need from Him because He has everything you need as His child and He is your Father.
Leaves of the tree resemble the strength you have when you take into regard and consideration God's word, you make it through hard circumstances with the temptation to sin by listening to Him and faithfully trusting in Him.
We get prosperity in enjoying wholeness, peace, and success that comes from loving God in relationship with Him when loving His word.